Vesta, The Great! Lyrics!

Someone U Call Ur Love

2010-01-19T04:58:00.000-08:00

He claims his love to me
He means so much to me
Sometimes he treat me so right
Sometimes he start a fight

Can't let him out of my mind
Feel something strong that's mine
But answer ur sweetheart
Those fights r only my fault?!!

If all the things go wrong
Ur life ends up no luck
Everything worths to pain
U'll never can regain

If all those could happen
Is it right to break a heart
Give only tears to her life
Someone u call ur love

No doubt our love is dear
What we have is so real
Respect what we've already got
Never start another fight

Believe me for what I do
Want me for what I am too
Hold my hand & tell me that
Why sometimes u treat me like that

If all the things go wrong
Ur life ends up no luck
Everything worths to pain
U'll never can regain

If all those could happen
Is it right to break a heart
Give only tears to her life
Someone u call ur love

If all the things go wrong
Ur life ends up no luck
Everything worths to pain
U'll never can regain

If all those could happen
Is it right to break a heart
Give only tears to her life
Someone u call ur love

To someone u call ur love

To My aLvaND & His Strang Behavour Sometimes!!!!

03:40 a.m - 19, Jan, 2010

An Angel is All Alone

2010-01-13T08:41:00.000-08:00

Why they can't find their true love
Someone at least help them why
When they remember their mother
Where's she, where's their father

Why they should break when they're lonesome
Someone at least help them why
When they need to hold a healing hand
Where's that, where's their home land

They breathe in this unknown air
But they can live in their own home
They've never had what they dream
They've always had their pain to bear

A room of all of their tears
Every morn & every night
They fill it up when they'r lorn
An angel is all alone

Pain never stop hurting them
Even if they could have our arms
No chance to have their true life
The only reason of who they are

Find a way to erase all their fears
Run away to a place they don't know
Just to escape from the dirt & stress
Just to be betrayed in loneliness

They breathe in this unknown air
But they can live in their own home
They've never had what they dream
They've always had their pain to bear

A room of all of their tears
Every morn & every night
They fill it up when they'r lorn
An angel is all alone

They breathe in this unknown air
But they can live in their own home
They've never had what they dream
They've always had their pain to bear

A room of all of their tears
Every morn & every night
They fill it up when they'r lorn
An angel is all alone

Dedicated To All The Children Who's Never Had A Mother Or A Father In Their Life...

18:39 p.m - 28,Nov,2009

Living In The Country Of Force

2010-01-11T08:55:00.000-08:00

May life never shows us its grace
After all we'r gonna find our place
We'll live somewhere we don't belong to
It's what life's been forcing us to long to

May life gives us its ache & pain
But we'r never gonna live in vain
We'll pack somewhere we don't want to
Well it's the last chance we can try too

Living in the country of force
We'r gonna lose it of course
It hurts to leave our past
But we'r gonna learn to last

Trying not to become homesick
It doesn't leave us like a tick
What comes around next morn
To vex our never ended lorn

May life causes no faith to believe
After all we'll keep our hope to live
We'll find more space we can breathe in
We'll find the real life we can trust in

May life erases happiness we have
We never stop what wanna have

Cause we'r

Living in the country of force
We'r gonna lose it of course
It hurts to leave our past
But we'r gonna learn to last

Trying not to become homesick
It doesn't leave us like a tick
What comes around next morn
To vex our never ended lorn

U r not alone my friend
So many others like u
It's what we'r forced to be
Like so many others like u

Living in the country of force
We'r gonna lose it of course
It hurts to leave our past
But we'r gonna learn to last

Trying not to become homesick
It doesn't leave us like a tick
What comes around next morn
To vex our never ended lorn

Living in the country of force
We'r gonna lose it of course
It hurts to leave our past
But we'r gonna learn to last

Trying not to become homesick
It doesn't leave us like a tick
What comes around next morn
To vex our never ended lorn

Living in the country of force

Dedicated To My aLvaND & My Depression!!!!

2,4,5, Oct, 09 - a.m

Proud Of Our Martyrs

2010-01-10T08:47:00.000-08:00

I never thought I could feel this way
When I saw u passing away that day
Sleepin like an angel on the cloud
Givin ur life, bleeding ur blood

I never thought I could feel this pain
Everyday I can see my tears of rain
Waitin deadly to come to ur new home
Missin u whenever I come back alone

Here being martyred is a crime
We remember her, why she's gone
Noone can force us to be blind
Proud of our martyrs, what they've done

Injustice's filling ur sick brain
But nothing lasts, world is dead
Noone can force us to bear the pain
We've lost our life, freedom goes ahead

I never thought I could feel this way
When I saw force's been what they play
Governin lie to keep their power
Killin people, Not ashamed of father

I never thought I could feel this pain
Everyone's been hurtin in our green chain
Crying dears we've lost in this fight
Crying the victory comes one night

Here being martyred is a crime
We remember her, why she's gone
Noone can force us to be blind
Proud of our martyrs, what they've done

Injustice's filling ur sick brain
But nothing lasts, world is dead
Noone can force us to bear the pain
We've lost our life, freedom goes ahead

Dear angels
Dear ones
U tought me love
Love to my Iran

Dear angels
Dear ones
U tought me life
Live like a brave one

Here being martyred is a crime
We remember her, why she's gone
Noone can force us to be blind
Proud of our martyrs, what they've done

Injustice's filling ur sick brain
But nothing lasts, world is dead
Noone can force us to bear the pain
We've lost our life, freedom goes ahead

Here being martyred is a crime
We remember her, why she's gone
Noone can force us to be blind
Proud of our martyrs, what they've done

Injustice's filling ur sick brain
But nothing lasts, world is dead
Noone can force us to bear the pain
We've lost our life, freedom goes ahead

Dedicated To NEDA & All Of Our Martyrs After The 2009 Election...

July, 2009 - Finished 01, Aug, 2009 - 00:18 a.m

I Am Nothing AnyMore!

2009-03-24T09:49:00.000-07:00

Cold dark night makes me scream
For how long I have to dream
Lasting thoughts lead me to death
There's no right for me on the earth

Loneliness shade betrays me in pain
Why I live on this eternal chain
The dark forces me not to be brave
Cause this bed will be my grave

I cry out for what I've lost
There's no opening to my way
I'll keep loving at any cost
But someone tells me one day

I am broken
I am a token
Of nothing
Further more

I am painful
I am wrongful
I am nothing
Anymore

But I still love...
Love what I've lost

Cold soft tears r cried every night
My future will be no longer bright
Living a life with no atmosphere
Always being in the level of fear

Weakness is mastering my time
Needing someone is not a crime
I ain't trying to believe in my belief
Cause I'm just living a lonely life

No hope to what I pray for
I belong to cheerless land
Don't know what I'm trying for
And someday I'll understand

I am broken
I am a token
Of nothing
Further more

I am painful
I am wrongful
I am nothing
Anymore

My every thing's gone
Gone to waste
I've lost what I found
Found to lose

I cry out for what I've lost
There's no opening to my way
I'll keep loving at any cost
But someone tells me one day

I am broken
I am a token
Of nothing
Further more

I am painful
I am wrongful
I am nothing
Anymore

I am nothing
Anymore

I am nothing

I am nothing

I am nothing
Anymore

21,22,23 March, 2009-Finished: 23:35 pm (23,March,2009)

Beatitude!

2009-03-11T07:55:00.000-07:00

Able to breathe again
Start a day in vain
It goes against the grain
If someone understands the pain

As a matter of fact
They'll never call me back
My age of life is over
Betray me, Guide me no where

Give me something
That I can believe
But u've got nothing
For me to believe

Why u put a ban
On my simple words
But it seems u can
Corner me by ur own words

I lost my whole life
To consume my time
To find salvation
That I dared to life

Beatitude

U never came to me
When I was in need
I was waging myself
To stay alive

Beatitude
I'm not ur little doll
Beatitude
I'm so near to fall
Beatitude
Bring my life to the light
May I can understand
There's nothing left to fight

Always on the wrong track
My life is going to rack
People think I'm out of wack
Everyone gives me a smack

Feel like a useless person
Living in the world prison
Being helped is just a fake
Torment me, Bound me in ache

Give me the faith
That I had before
Show me the right path
I've lost before

Why I have to pay
My joy to be alive
When I even say
I was born to pain in my life

I wasted my time
To regain my chance
To solve the reason
Of my disturbance

Beatitude

U've never blessed me
When I had my sarrow
I was filling my mind
There's no fortune

Beatitude
I'm not ur little doll
Beatitude
I'm so near to fall
Beatitude
Bring my life to the light
May I can understand
There's nothing left to fight

Everyone's gone
I'm so un done
I'm lonesome

Beatitude
I'm wasting my time
Beatitude
I'm so near to fall

Beatitude

U've never blessed me
When I had my sarrow
I was filling my mind
There's no fortune

Beatitude
I'm not ur little doll
Beatitude
I'm so near to fall

Beatitude

U never came to me
When I was in need
I was waging myself
To stay alive

11, 13, 15, 16, 17, Feb, 2009

U Can't Live A Step Away!

2008-09-21T11:57:00.000-07:00

By just lookin' at me with those eyes
I learnt a way to live with no atmosphere
He was determined to leave my life
& I was dyin' of loosin' my all

I grew up a WOMAN in ur hand
Why it's time to see us apart?!
I don't know why I have to believe
I can't breathe without u to be

I wish u could leave me fearless
But our room's closed by ur tears
& still u'r standin' at the door
Lookin' at me, wanna say ur words
Break ur pride, tell me all the rights
I know u can't live a step away
Without me sayin' u'r so dear

Thinkin' of the first time u were in love
U were so smooth & looked like an angel
Never said lies, never broke my heart
But it's time to believe in changes

Never I heard u say sorry to me
Am I always false in our fights?!
Shall I believe in u to stay on rights
But I can't let it go this time

I wish u could leave me fearless
But our room's closed by ur tears
& still u'r standin' at the door
Lookin' at me, wanna say ur words
Break ur pride, tell me all the rights
I know u can't live a step away
Without me sayin' u'r so dear

Do I again take ur hand, say I'm sorry
Do I break in tears to confess I'm nothing

Break that stupid pride
Tell me once in ur life
I am the one to love
I am the one who makes u a MAN

I wish u could leave me fearless
But our room's closed by ur tears
& still u'r standin' at the door
Lookin' at me, wanna say ur words
Break ur pride, tell me all the rights
I know u can't live a step away
Without me sayin' u'r so dear

U can't live a step away
With me sayin' u'r so dear

Listenin' to ''My Immortal'' by Evan! U'R SO SO SO SO SO DEAR TO ME! NEVER LEAVE ME & NEVER STEP AWAY OF MY LIFE! ;) ;) ;) ;) I wanna listen to ur songs till I die! ;) ;) ;) ;)

2008, Sep, 21 - 22:18 p.m

But One Day U'll Fall!

2008-09-21T11:10:00.000-07:00

Screamin' my past in the hand of pain
Shadows of lies r comin' around
I'm loosin' this game in tears
I'm a victim of fears

Lost my angels guidin' me to heaven
Shadows of hell r comin' closer
Where r my eyes to see this life
& why I have been lost

If u do wrong it's ur after
A place full of fire stones
A place full of ugly faces
Full of bloody hunters
To eat u deep inside
But answer my question
Shall I believe in that God
Who does those stupid stuff

People, be aware of our God
He's cruel, He kills, He eats
Is that the reason of wars?!
Is that the reason of all fights?!
Cause world wants to be GOD

But it's not true
God's not what u think
& not what u believe

Create stories but one day u'll fall

Tryin' to understand lies after lies
My belief is not what u want
I'm escapin' others to live
To live a real life

& I don't want to believe

If I do wrong it's my after
A place full of fire stones
A place full of ugly faces
Full of bloody hunters
To eat me deep inside
But answer this question
Shall I believe in ur God
Who does those stupid stuff

People, we'r just livin' in lies
We die, we'r dude, we'r nothing
Is that the reason of our pride?!
Is that the reason of all wrongs?!
Cause we want to be alive

But it's not true
Life's not what u think
& not what u believe

Create stories but one day u'll fall

Listenin' to ''My Immortal'' by Evan! Love u DEAR!

2008, Sep, 21 - 21:33 p.m

Where's My Daddy Hug?!

2008-09-20T11:28:00.000-07:00

I never could remember
Whenever u came home
There would be an arm
For me to be hold

It was so hard
For me to believe
That was my life
What I had to live

Bear the times u weren't cool
Times of drivin' ur silly thoughts
Make me sure u r my dad
U r the cheerless piece of chance

Could u plz tell me
Where's my daddy hug
A kiss upon my skin
A word full of hopes

I don't want what I've got
A dad in front of the news
Watching T.V by times
Enjoyin' digital stuff

Take a look around dad
I'm a broken digital robot
Tellin' u where's my hug

Could u plz tell me
Where's my daddy hug?!

I doubt my own thoughts
I hate to confess what I've got
In my mind I've got a hole
Tellin' me of all ur roles

It was so hard
Not agree, Not deny
That was confusion
What I've got?!

No chance to have what I could
Still nothing would hurt but u
No pain can be much painful
U r givin' me a gift full of choice

Could u plz tell me
Where's my daddy hug
A kiss upon my skin
A word full of hopes

I don't want what I've got
A dad in front of the news
Watching T.V by times
Enjoyin' digital stuff

Take a look around dad
I'm a broken digital robot
Tellin' u where's my hug

Could u plz tell me
Where's my daddy hug?!

Could u plz one time
Free me of all my doubts
Any shop I buy a hug
Any one I call a dad

There's no way dad
Hear me shoutin' inside
Let me bleed my blood
To leave this stupid life

WHERE'S MY DADDY HUG?!

Listenin' to ''Everybody's Fool'' by Evanescence none-stop during writin' this lyric! Thanks My Dearest Singer, Evan! I had a wonderful moment during writin'! Listenin' to my favorite singer & rememberin' ur ''Everybody's Fool'' clip! Feeling like I AM ABSOLUTELY FOOL! ;)

2008, Sep, 20 - 22:47 p.m

U'll Not Be Found!

2008-09-11T06:46:00.000-07:00

Cure ur pain
Figure it out
But u'll be ripped 4 another time

Stay on ur feet
Take no other help
But u'll be attacked of all the lies

People break u
Try to hurt u
But even if u escape u'll be not fine

Never give up
U'll be on rights
But remember U'll NOT be FOUND

2008, Aug

Hate Me Baby Plz!

2008-09-11T06:40:00.000-07:00

Broken but mendin' my pain
Determined but changin' by time
What was on in my life
I've turn to be a numb

Defeated thoughts in my mind
Unfaithful belief in my heart
What I am? Believe me nothing
If I try, there will be no deal

Life has no openin' to my way
I have to lose my own chance

Hate me baby plz, Make me sure of it
I need, I want this, cause u've already DONE IT!!

Saint Man!

2008-09-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

Saint Man's comin' home once again
He's about to make me live
Bring back my faith

Saint Man's comin' home once again
He wants me to make a chance
& never fall down again

So why he's still so calm?!
Sittin', thinkin' so hard

Am I that much uneasy?!
Am I that much unfound?!

Look around but he's the one
& still so calm
Try to understand why
But it's still hard

Hard to make myself understand
I'm dead, there's no one he saves
Hard to believe I don't breathe
I'm dead, there's no one he helps

!I'M DEAD!

2008, Aug

NO ONE!

2008-08-03T11:29:00.000-07:00

No one can understand the real me
No one can bear the way I'm in

No one, nothin' can express what I mean
I can't see anythin' but a lonely bein'

My life was wasted on a stupid role
There was that decepline to make me fool

It could give me a chance to get much worse
I know u always think I'm a whore

Don't lie to urself, this is not true
Cause I know I was born to be a dud

Walkin' a road to the never known city
Talkin' the words r never meant to mean
Touchin' myself to imagin a love could be
But what can be seen is a hatred to deal

31, July,2008

Never Meant To Be Dreams!

2008-07-26T02:19:00.001-07:00

It seems nothing can change
People put me through the wringer
Write it down into ur mind
People want to write me off

Not barkin up the wrong tree
Not gettin off on the wrong foot
So why they'r callin, giving me this faith
I was born exactly yesterday

I put my shoulder to the wheel
Even down to the wire I will seek
But why they'r still bringin me hurt
Why still trying to make me pain

Where's a hand to drown me
In last moments still no breath
Give me something to make me live
In the never meant to be dreams

Noone's as wise as an owl
Someone at least could save the world
They shell money out to love
Afraid of their own shadows

Not hiding their faces in shame
Not something to write home about
Just rubing others' fur the wrong way
Theyr just advanced in years

There's no openin to my search
& they'r still shoutin me bear

I put my shoulder to the wheel
Even down to the wire I will seek
But why they'r still bringin me hurt
Why still trying to make me pain

Where's a hand to drown me
In last moments still no breath
Give me something to make me live
In the never meant to be dreams

2008,July,26 - 13:34 p.m

Cap A Plea!

2008-07-25T03:02:00.000-07:00

You bet ur boots
U can't teach an old dog new tricks
You bet ur boots
I can't see beyond the end of my nose
You bet ur boots
Even if I cry bloody murder
U would never ask me how did this happen

Scream is the only thing people do
We can't find another way in their roles
Breakin all the promises they've made
It's the only thing we've found in their views

If u could just one time come to grief
U would understand how this happened

In ur punishment court I cap a plea
Cause I know my blood costs nothing

I'm crackin up
Nowhere I can see someone to confide in
I'm crackin up
Would u convince me of my wrong way
I'm crackin up
Cut no ice, Cryin my eyes out
Would u help a helpmate cancel his pain out

Scream is the only thing people do
We can't find another way in their roles
Breakin all the promises they've made
It's the only thing we've found in their views

If u could just one time come to grief
U would understand how this happened

In ur punishment court I cap a plea
Cause I know my blood costs nothing

LOVE THIS LYRIC OF MINE!!!! SoOoOoOoOoOoOo Much!!!! :D

2008,July,25-12:33 p.m

A Never Found Memory!

2008-07-14T03:44:00.000-07:00

Leave me alone all past before
I'm hurtin, painin of what I believed
It's what I can find in my life
What I'm living 4 is the vain

& I'm losing every single thing in my whole empty vain life
Now that I need someone to have, How can I find a sholder to lean?!
I missed what I had in my dark past like a never found memory
Maybe one day I can reach to a light ray in this cursed world

Living to find someone who's missin u but here's u can't recognize
Living to find someone to love but what u know is how to hate her

Still it's raining on my painful eyes
Cause there's no way back to find what is lost
Why I left every thing alone and lost myself in hollow dreams

& I'm calling what I've lost to find someone to help me breathe
Maybe I can find my true one even if it's the end of my life
I missed what I had in my dark past like a never found memory
Maybe one day I can reach to a light ray in this cursed world

Living to find someone who's missin u but here's u can't recognize
Living to find someone to love but what u know is how to hate her

Wrote it 4 one of the Vesta Band's songs that's called ''Ghatare Shab''!!!! Truelly like its Persian lyric by Hamid and alsooooo My One TOOOO!!!! (http://www.vestamusic.net/)

09, July, 2008 - 16:13 p.m

From Sun Rise To Sun Set!

2008-07-14T03:39:00.000-07:00

Whenever I think about u
I forget about my own life
So soon someone comes to ur life
& make u believe in it
If I could find u my dear earlier in this world
Now I had no way to pass cause I had u by my side

From sun rise to sun set
Someone tryin to get u
Even if year gets older
Without u hell is my way

One day of all these days
Like what u had in ur life
U will see someone so dear will hold u in his own heaven

In my way to u
I have lost all my behide life
Would someone tells me
Where I can find ur signs
Sometimes I make up my mind
Sometimes I lose what I believed
When u r near to me the way I'm living is dear

From sun rise to sun set
Someone tryin to get u
Even if year gets older
Without u hell is my way

One day of all these days
Like what u had in ur life
U will see someone so dear will hold u in his own heaven

From sun rise to sun set
I'm tryin to get u

From sun rise to sun set
I'm tryin to get u

Even if year gets older
Without u hell is my way

Even if year gets older
Without u hell is my way

From sun rise to sun set
I'm tryin to get u

Even if year gets older
Without u hell is my way

I wrote this lyric 4 one of the Vesta Band's songs that's called ''Azin Shahr Be Un Shahr''!!!! Like both, the music by my dear Hamid & also My Be-Loved Lyricccccc!!!! :D ;) (www.vestamusic.net)

2008,July,8 - 00:14 a.m

Sun!

2008-07-04T13:47:00.000-07:00

Im walkin hand in hand with the darkness
Im meltin in the hand of my inside sun
But why I can not find it right outside
Its cause of that
U r my sun
U r ull be
Here in my heart
I cant let u
Come outside

I learn to live when Im lost in ur ocean
I learn to breathe when Im all in ur motion
Dark is not fearful when u r

U r the light Ive got in heart
U r the one I belong to
U r the one I want to
U r the one dustin the dark
Bringin the light to all Ive got
To what I want
Cause u r the one in the dark

I was born to loose then will be found
At least I can know that u r the one
Its the way I live cause I dare to

Need u right
Without ur eyes
Itll be the dark
Im all about
To live this life

Its cause of that
U r my sun
U r ull be
Here in my heart
I cant let u
Come outside

I learn to live when Im lost in ur ocean
I learn to breathe when Im all in ur motion
Dark is not fearful when u r

U r the light Ive got in heart
U r the one I belong to
U r the one I want to
U r the one dustin the dark
Bringin the light to all Ive got
To what I want
Cause u r the one in the dark

June,2008

No Way Back Home!

2008-07-04T13:43:00.000-07:00

Still he's calling wanting me to remember him & don't leave him alone
Late hours of the last night again he was calling me to keep on with him

He was telling me to come back
But he was just so far that I saw there was no way back home

I'm shouting my silence loudly
I've got no way back home
I'm just trying to tell him it
Why he doesn't believe in me

I'm calling my inside loudly
He's just from another world
But I can see a shadow's coming
It's himself but he's not really who I am

Oh how can I believe it's me
The one who has no chance to come back
I need to understand
Oh I can see myself from above
What has happened to me
Whatever I turn to life but there is no way back home

Still he's calling wanting me to remember him & don't leave him alone
Late hours of the last night again he was calling me to keep on with him

He was telling me to come back
But he was just so far that I saw there was no way back home

I wrote this lyric 4 one of the song of Vesta Band (http://vestamusic.net/) !!!! By The Way I Like It!!!!

2007,Dec,18 - 01:06 a.m

Endless Feeling!

2007-12-23T14:07:00.000-08:00

What's the truth was a dream
4 me in life u r the breath
I need ur air, I need ur lips
I need to taste what I believe

What's the belief in ur eyes
Now I'm gonna pray the shine
I need a light, I need ur heart
I need to feel what I believe

I need to touch u right now
Somebody tells me why not
I need to hold u so tough
Someday's the time to get high

We want the same as it goes
As just the time's passing by
We make the chance like we do
Like the last time we went through

Time's gonna cure the pain
What I'm suffering is the same
We want our days full of touch
We want our nights out of mind

It comes the time we lie down
We lie to bring the doubts down

It comes so soon when it's gone
When we'r together 4 all nights

I need to touch u right now
Somebody tells me why not
I need to hold u so tough
Someday's the time to get high

We want the same as it goes
As just the time's passing by
We make the chance like we do
Like the last time we went through

2007,Dec,16 - 21:34 p.m

Our First Kiss!

2007-12-08T09:13:00.001-08:00

All day long waiting 4 u to come
Tired of spending my time this way
All I want is a real moment to have
Can't get free of my passion this day

What u look 4 is what I want too
Today's the answer of all the doubts
What love's bringing us is so pure
Today's our day of believing in trust

We'r hand in hand, Walking somewhere
We'r making a chance, There's no wonder

We'r face to face, Closing our eyes
We'r about to live, There's our first kiss

All day long finding myself lonely
Wanna give u to my heart this day
All I want is u to live with me
Gonna show u what I've got this way

Can't believe in what destiny's got
Today's more than what I wanted
Can't let my feelings calm down
Today's our day of making our love

We'r hand in hand, Walking somewhere
We'r making a chance, There's no wonder

We'r face to face, Closing our eyes
We'r about to live, There's our first kiss

Breathing into each others
Tired of being away
Breathing into each others
Living our moment

We'r hand in hand, Walking somewhere
We'r making a chance, There's no wonder

We'r face to face, Closing our eyes
We'r about to live, There's our first kiss

2007,Dec,1-2 / 20:00 p.m

U'r My Love!

2007-11-07T10:26:00.000-08:00

Several thoughts in my mind
Still I can't figure it out
Wanna live in ur moment
A real life to live on

Gonna give u all of mine
Even if u don't ask me to
Wanna show u my love
A real life to keep on

Breathing in ur air, Breathing ur breathe
Baby parden me this way
Watching u my love, Looking into ur eyes
Baby excuse me this way

I Can't Get Free Of U
I Can't Forget About Ur Love

U'r My Everything
U'r My Love

I prayed everynight in my loneliness
Just to get a permission to ur love
I can't keep on staying on my own
Just let me know that I'm having u

Breathing in ur air, Breathing ur breathe
Baby parden me this way
Watching u my love, Looking into ur eyes
Baby excuse me this way

I Can't Get Free Of U
I Can't Forget About Ur Love

U'r My Everything
U'r My Love

U'r My Everything
U'r My Love

2007,Nov,7-21:50 p.m

Since U've Gone!

2007-10-20T03:04:00.000-07:00

Love was a game into ur eyes
It played me several times
I lost but I stood on my own
I never wanted u to be alone
What I had was love & care
But why u wanted me away

U promised everything
But all u did was nothing
U said I'm ur everything
But why in fact I'm nothing

Can u answer my questions
Can u tell me all ur reasons

Why I have to respect all u want
When u broke me since u've gone

Questions without answers in my mind
I have to find them myself this time
U'll never turn back to help me in my life
I have to forget u after all u brought

U promised everything
But all u did was nothing
U said I'm ur everything
But why in fact I'm nothing

Can u answer my questions
Can u tell me all ur reasons

Why I have to respect all u want
When u broke me since u've gone

2007,Oct,20 - 1:30 p.m

Another Chance!

2007-10-10T12:05:00.000-07:00

Took another step
Come closer
Keep me loosing
I'm trying to exist

In the night of love
Pretty lovely
I wanna have more
It's time 4 feeling another chance to be with u

It's Just Another Chance To Be With U

Baby, It's me against all my feelings
I don't let them keep me away from u
I need to break if u r all alone

Baby, It's me attracted to ur existance
Give me more cause I want more of u
I need to change if u want me to
I need to break if u r all alone

When u'r here
Love exists
I am so lonely
I'm wanting more

In the night of spirit
Beauty exists
I am so wanted
Cause u'r giving more

It's Just Another Chance To Having More

Baby, It's me against all my feelings
I don't let them keep me away from u
I need to break if u r all alone

Baby, It's me attracted to ur existance
Give me more cause I want more of u
I need to change if u want me to
I need to break if u r all alone

Baby Baby, Lonely time is over
I want more, u want more so it's over
It's time to change it on our own
At least bring it on my own
On My Own

Baby, It's me against all my feelings
I don't let them keep me away from u
I need to break if u r all alone

Baby, It's me attracted to ur existance
Give me more cause I want more of u
I need to change if u want me to
I need to break if u r all alone

2007,Oct,10 - 10:31 p.m

Not At All!

2007-10-04T11:10:00.000-07:00

Man, What u'r searching 4?!
When u'r looking straight to me!!!!
R u looking 4 something new!!!!
Let me tell u I put some weight!!!!
I'm also some inches longer!!!!

Man, What u'r thinking about?!
Take ur hands off from my ass!!!!
I'm not gonna give u my back!!!!
Let me explain u something!!!!
Never ever think I'm ur thing!!!!

Throw it out of ur mind
Imagin no wrong thought
I'm gonna be so tough
Never let u have my heart

Leave me & go ur way
But not the way to me
I'm gonna close the doors
Never let u in, U'r out to leave

Man, What u'r trying 4?!

Get out of my line
There is no end 4 me & u
Don't insist plz, No more
I can't stand the way u r
I want u just out of my life

Throw it out of ur mind
Imagin no wrong thought
I'm gonna be so tough
Never let u have my heart

Leave me & go ur way
But not the way to me
I'm gonna close the doors
Never let u in, U'r out to leave

This is the craziest lyric I've ever done!!!! Look at here: "Let me tell u I put some weight!!!! I'm also some inches longer!!!!" & "Take ur hands off from my ass!!!! I'm not gonna give u my back!!!!" Isn't it CRAZY?! Haha! LOL! Somehow it's like Hip-Hop lyrics!!!! At Least I Feel This Way!!!!

2007,Oct,3 - 0:00 a.m

Bed Story!

2007-10-03T12:33:00.000-07:00

U opened the door, Dressed ur naked body
U took my hands, U took me to ur heaven
A land where we can dream
A land where we can be free

U showed me a way, Out of my blindness
U took my hands, U knew what I wanted
What I've been daring to have
What I've been trying to say

And tonight is not only a night
Full of lights from our hearts
No one can deny the way we r
It'a all about taking our time

Determined to get whatever we can
Don't wanna let everything go
No thing else makes us feel love
It's all about living our life

U wanna have me, U prepared this dark
U'r the one who's gonna see me of all
So sweet holding u in my arms
So sweet laying under ur heart

I'm walking slowly, Entering the game
Breathing ur breath, Having u so right
Wanna live this night of ours
Wanna have it so perfect, So Fine

And tonight is not only a night
Full of lights from our hearts
No one can deny the way we r
It'a all about taking our time

Determined to get whatever we can
Don't wanna let everything go
No thing else makes us feel love
It's all about living our life

Save this night, Paste it to my heart
I wanna have u right now in my file

2007,Oct,3 - 10:59 p.m

Need!

2007-10-02T13:34:00.000-07:00

I miss myself, my real being
I wanna leave to ur heart
But the way's not open at all
I can't live on my life
I need to clear it first of all

Will u come back when I'm lonely
Will u care about that, Will u Baby

Tear's on my face, I'm going insane
I need to break, I'm hurt in vain
Lock's on my lips, I swallow my pain
I need to change, I'm hurt in vain

I've been lost, In my dreams
I wanna learn how to live
But everything's turn to be wrong
I can't figure it out
I need to correct what goes wrong

Will u join me or shall I be lonely
Will u be the one, Will u Baby

Tear's on my face, I'm going insane
I need to break, I'm hurt in vain
Lock's on my lips, I swallow my pain
I need to change, I'm hurt in vain

Thanks Ali 4 giving me some ideas in editing this lyric! Somehow u did edit two parts of it! So actually Thank U 4 editing those parts!! ;-)

2007,Oct,2-3 - 0:03 a.m

The Scene!

2007-09-30T14:26:00.000-07:00

Give me ur hands, I'll take u somewhere u can be free
It will be the time to shake even the top of ur fingers
Cause DJ is waiting 4 a couple to come up
I'm the female, Who would be the male
I'm moving, Seeing no hands on my waist
Hey boy, If u'r looking 4 a peaceful peace
It's exactly where u should be at

It's Our DanceFloor

It's our dancefloor
Dancing pretty naughty
No one can stop the way we move
We'r rocking the scene
It's our dancefloor
Acting pretty dirty
It's just the way melody is taking us
We'r making the scene

Come after me, We'r gonna create a different night
It will the time we get to know each other 4 real
Cause tonight the dark is not fearful anymore
The way we move, Never let the light's on
Just turn it off, We'r getting so private
Let us free, If u'r looking 4 an incredible scene
It's Our DanceFloor

It's our dancefloor
Dancing pretty naughty
No one can stop the way we move
We'r rocking the scene
It's our dancefloor
Acting pretty dirty
It's just the way melody is taking us
We'r making the scene

I can confess the way u move
It's like I wanna take u home
I can confess the way u move
It's like I wanna take off my cloths

It's our dancefloor
Dancing pretty naughty
No one can stop the way we move
We'r rocking the scene
It's our dancefloor
Acting pretty dirty
It's just the way melody is taking us
We'r making the scene

I like this one of mine! That's so cool! Hey Rihanna! Thank U Pretty Much! I was listening to ur ''Don't Stop The Music'' while I was writing this lyric! & I can say I wrote something that I myself really adore! LOVE THIS LYRIC OF MINE SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH! Let's ROCK It!

2007,Oct,1 - 0:44 a.m

Hey God!

2007-09-30T14:24:00.000-07:00

They say it's over
I have to go another way
I know u won't turn to me
Love has changed its game

But still no one can avoid me
I'm in the way I've been 4 years
No word can express my feeling
It's something more than loving someone

Something better comes to my way
I'm gonna have everything God gives
He's the only one who knows me
I'm gonna make love to him
Give him my body & soul
Let him come so closer

Hey God, I'm talking to U
U'r the only one that I love

They say it's over
I know someone's still here
I can see u looking over me
Another chance has come

Another chance to know u better
To know where I really came from
To find u another way to love
To understand that U'r The One

Something better comes to my way
I'm gonna have everything God gives
He's the only one who knows me
I'm gonna make love to him
Give him my body & soul
Let him come so closer

Hey God, I'm talking to U
U'r the only one that I love

2007, Oct, 1 - 0:15 a.m

My Biggest Sin!

2007-09-28T11:24:00.001-07:00

U went away, so far away
I came after u but u didn't care
I broke many times but u didn't care
Now I think it's time to break again
But not 4 u, 4 my biggest mistake

I loved u, that was my biggest sin
Now I'm sinful 4 what I've done to u
I loved u, that was my biggest sin
Now would u forgive me 4 what I've done to u
It's what I've done to u
I loved u

I spent all my days thinking about u
Thinking about the vain, Thinking about u

I did make it wrong, it's what u said
I respect ur words, it's me to break

Would u forgive me 4 being that kind
4 not breaking ur heart at all
I know I should accept all the things u've done
Cause it's only me who's done so wrong

I loved u, that was my biggest sin
Now I'm sinful 4 what I've done to u
I loved u, that was my biggest sin
Now would u forgive me 4 what I've done to u
It's what I've done to u
I loved u

2007,Sep,28 - 9:50 p.m

U Could Be The One!

2007-08-23T13:27:00.000-07:00

U'r the cutest liar I've ever seen, I've ever talked to about sin
The biggest sin ever is lying, That's what u told me about lying
All I found in u wasn't the truth, I wonder why u claim the truth
Ur game's going wrong this time, Cause I'm leaving u at this time

U can't keep on ur life the way u've plan
Cause u'll be hurt by the things u've lain

U could be better
U could improve
U could be the one
But u lied everyday
& That's why u'r all alone

May u'r having a girl with urself, It can be a way to satisfy urself
She will leave u & if she stays, I'm sure my memory will stay
U'll miss all the moves I had, U will understand what I had
It'll be the time to find out, What u lost was more than love

U can't keep on ur life the way u've plan
Cause u'll be hurt by the things u've lain

U could be better
U could improve
U could be the one
But u lied everyday
& That's why u'r all alone

U could be fair
U could change
U could be the one
But u robbed my soul
& That's why God took ur heart

2007, Sep, 2 - 03:47 p.m

Break Everything Up!

2007-08-22T03:34:00.000-07:00

U could go so far, I would came after u
Like a blind girl in ur dark game
Even if u ruin everything, I was the one to build them up
Not so good to break ur heart, I can't do it to anyone
But now it's my words, It's the story of what u've done

U went away, But I stayed up there
No coming back, No going on
May u'll be oneday here so fine
But I can't keep it up
Cause this time it's my round to break everything up

U could go so far, I would be the one
Who join u through everything u r
Even if u deny me, I turn to follow ur heart & soul
Not the kind of guy u think, I'm another piece of love
But now it's time to tell the truth, I'm hurting everyday to burn the truth

U went away, But I stayed up there
No coming back, No going on
May u'll be oneday here so fine
But I can't keep it up
Cause this time it's my round to break everything up

I hurt enough, I did pain a lot
Now it's my round to take a rest
U'r turning to hurt & pain
It's more than being fair
Baby it's more than anything
Cause I'm hurting wonderfully painfully

U went away, But I stayed up there
No coming back, No going on
May u'll be oneday here so fine
But I can't keep it up
Cause this time it's my round to break everything up

2007, Sep, 1 - 01:51 p.m

Destiny!

2007-08-21T03:46:00.000-07:00

Everyday I wanted a new thing
Always I looked 4 something better
Life's gone so fast, everything gets old
I have nothing to prove I was different
I was someone who has never no fear
Like a fighter, fighting with the hardship
I was so young, determind to do right
But why everything turns to be wrong

Make me believe it's destiny
Everyone tells me the same things
I have no fear to accept my life
I lost u so it's like I lost my heart

I need no one to sympathize
Don't hesitate what ur mind says
I'm here to hear the old stories
Treat me like the way u should

Everyday I wanted a new thing
Always I looked 4 something better
I'm in love who can deny me
Tell me han?! Who can avoid me
I want u even if u run away
I want u! Tell me who can avoid me

Make me believe it's destiny
Everyone tells me the same things
I have no fear to accept my life
I lost u so it's like I lost my heart

I need no one to sympathize
Don't hesitate what u mind says
I'm here to hear the old stories
Treat me like the way u should

2007, Aug, 28 - 06:31 p.m

Plz Understand!

2007-08-20T05:24:00.000-07:00

Think about the time we were together
Just let me know we'r still the same
Think I can make u have what u had
Only now only then u'r what I want
It's what I'm telling u plz understand

Tell me why u'r so strange
Why u treat me like a fool
I can't figure out my life
It's because u'r in my life
I can't let everything go
It's because I still love u

Baby would u like to understand
Baby would u like to feel the same
I love u more than anything
I want u, it's what I feel
I'm telling u this all
To make u feel allright

Suppose that I am here just 4ever
Only let me have what it's ur heart
Suppose it always can be our true life
Just u just me we'r about to live
It's what I'm saying now plz understand

Tell me why u'r so strange
Why u treat me like a fool
I can't figure out my life
It's because u'r in my life
I can't let everything go
It's because I still love u

Baby would u like to understand
Baby would u like to feel the same
I love u more than anything
I want u, it's what I feel
I'm telling u this all
To make u feel allright

U brought me hardness
U took all my streight
U did hurt me so much
& now u wanna go away

Tell me why u'r so strange
Why u treat me like a fool
I can't figure out my life
It's because u'r in my life
I can't let everything go
It's because I still love u

Baby would u like to understand
Baby would u like to feel the same
I love u more than anything
I want u, it's what I feel
I'm telling u this all
To make u feel allright

2007, Aug, 27 - 03:15 p.m

The Sun & The Moon!

2007-08-19T09:50:00.000-07:00

Our love scene is like the earth
U'r its sun, I'm its moon
Earth never let me have ur shine
Air never bring me what u r
This earth is ur pride my man
What u've captured deep inside
That never let u speak ur heart
That never let u break ur pride

We'll never get to have each other
Destiney is breaking all we've got
No way we can turn to know better
It's the last thing I can promise u

Jailed like a bird into the snow
U'r the hunter, I'm broken
Snow never let me see ur face
Enough blind to love what u r
This snow is The Lord my man
It's come to guide me through all
That let me know all the truth
That let me know all of u

We'll never get to have each other
Destiney is breaking all we've got
No way we can turn to know better
It's the last thing I can promise u

We'll never see each other together
What would happen if I wanted u
U would escape the way I feel
U would tell me get out of my way

We'll never get to have each other
Destiney is breaking all we've got
No way we can turn to know better
It's the last thing I can promise u

I was listening to Googoosh while I was writing this lyric of mine! I do love her old songs! They all r great! No second doubt!

2007, Aug, 19 - 08:15 p.m

Always Memorize I Remember!

2007-08-18T13:27:00.000-07:00

I even love the moments we didn't spend together
I even tried to try everything u haven't done to me
I still want the same as I always wanted from u
It's only about loving me like the way I do

Pray at night cause u'r urself a light
4 me to keep what I'm really about
See me like what I'm really inside
Cause u'r what I've got in heart

Pray the words that God gives to u
But I'm praying what it's really u
Show me love can be really mine
Cause u know I'll give u all of mine

I even love the things we didn't make together
I even tried to memorize the feelings u brought to me
I still look 4 the things I always wanted from u
It's only about the way I love u I do

Pray at night cause u'r urself a light
4 me to keep what I'm really about
See me like what I'm really inside
Cause u'r what I've got in heart

Pray the words that God gives to u
But I'm praying what it's really u
Show me love can be really mine
Cause u know I'll give u all of mine

Always Memorize I Remember
Always Memorize I Remember
I Memorize To Remember ''Always Memorize I Remember''

Pray at night cause u'r urself a light
4 me to keep what I'm really about
See me like what I'm really inside
Cause u'r what I've got in heart

Pray the words that God gives to u
But I'm praying what it's really u
Show me love can be really mine
Cause u know I'll give u all of mine

I'm Dying Slow Fast Inside Of A Man

2007, Aug, 18 - 10:56 p.m

Make Love To U!

2007-08-17T14:30:00.000-07:00

Feel me baby, Touch me 4 real
I need something to believe, I need u to be here
Have me baby, Make me trust
I need something to believe, I need u to be here

Look out there, U see me coming to u
Faster than ever, U see me running to u
Don't turn around, I can make love to u
Don't run away, I can stay with u
& Make Love To U

Kiss my lips, Huge me so tight
Right now here by myside, What u see is love
Capture my taste, Make me love
Right now here by myside, What u see is love

Look out there, U see me coming to u
Faster than ever, U see me running to u
Don't turn around, I can make love to u
Don't run away, I can stay with u
& Make Love To U

2007,Aug (Can't remember the exact date!)

Wanna Make That!

2007-08-06T11:53:00.000-07:00

I don't know how long I should wait 4 ur reply
But I guess it's time to make something clear in ur mind
I ain't no slave 4 u to be with u whenever u want

Our love is not a kinda love I always dreamt
But I don't know why I should always fear to keep our love
I ain't no longer wait to be with u whenever I want

I can't step another step of my life
Cause I need to feel something strong
Make me believe u'll never do the thing u've done
I know we'r gonna make something that we want

I wanna make that right now
I wanna have u one more time
Just wanna show u my care & love
Just wanna prove u I'm not other guys

I wanna make that right now
I wanna try something different
Just wanna believe u'r gonna be mine
Just wanna find u love me more than all

I'm just trying to find another chance
Cause I'm fighting with things that r strange
Make me trust in ur words like I've always done
I know we'r gonna make everything that we want

I wanna make that right now
I wanna have u one more time
Just wanna show u my care & love
Just wanna prove u I'm not other guys

I wanna make that right now
I wanna try something different
Just wanna believe u'r gonna be mine
Just wanna find u love me more than all

2007, Aug, 6 - 10:17 p.m

It's What I've Got!

2007-07-30T14:07:00.000-07:00

Every single day I have to wait, I have to bear
It's only me who's suffering, who's a heartbreak
I don't know any fairy tale, u took away all that
Here's my tale but would u like to hear that

It's about my pain, my hard time, my cruel man
It's nothing else, no fairness, no lover man

It's what I've got hate & regret, it's what I've got pain & hurt
So never turn to me, never come this way
Never ever baby u know it's me
I'll change ur world to hell & that's
Why I wanna be what I am
I'll ruin ur life, I'll do my hard works
To show what I really am

Every day u come with a new way, a new hurt
It only makes me believe in vain, believe to break
I don't want it to change, I've got used to my pain
Here's my demand but would u plz accept that

It's about myself, trusting in me, trying on me
It's nothing else, no madness, it's me

It's what I've got hate & regret, it's what I've got pain & hurt
So never turn to me, never come this way
Never ever baby u know it's me
I'll change ur world to hell & that's
Why I wanna be what I am
I'll ruin ur life, I'll do my hard works
To show what I really am

2007, July, 31 - 00:34 a.m

Slow Fast!

2007-07-23T08:20:00.000-07:00

Darkness came to my room one more time
I found it hard to fight with the fear I've got
No light in my bed to help me in this night
I lost ur two eyes to see nothing at all
It's more than being lonely, more than that
I'm dying slow fast inside of a man

I miss u like what I'm really inside
Like a bird with a broken wing to fly
When I'm lonely in my lonely nights
I miss a kiss that we've never had
I miss it everyday when it's gone

I've got to keep my day empty once again
Why I can't start with the things I don't have
That's not 4ever & I know it's gonna end
But it doesn't make sense when I'm lonely
It's more than being hurt, more than that
I'm dying slow fast inside of a man

I miss u like what I'm really inside
Like a bird with a broken wing to fly
When I'm lonely in my lonely nights
I miss a kiss that we've never had
I miss it everyday when it's gone

Hear my heart words, I wanna speak
I wanna say something 4 real
I wanna be the beginning of who's gonna be my end
I want u to be the first & my last man

I miss u like what I'm really inside
Like a bird with a broken wing to fly
When I'm lonely in my lonely nights
I miss a kiss that we've never had
I miss it everyday when it's gone

I'm gonna die in my lonely nights when I won't have u at all!

2007, July, 23 - 02:00 p.m

Right Now It's Me!

2007-07-18T13:53:00.000-07:00

Something deeper than my breathe is blowing my soul
I've got an imagination of finding only u baby to live with
So addicted to ur existance like I don't wanna be apart
& right now it's me turning to u 4 my whole beautiful life

U'r shining my heart, no doubt u'r my sun
U'r making my life, no doubt u'r my heart

No more lie to myself when I'm really in love
Love has made me honest like I'm right now
Expressing my feeling with no fear to tell all
Nothing to say more like it's only just so fine

So cheerful, damn cheery, I can't explain right
So graceful, damn gracious, I can't explain right

Something like a magical dream has come to my life
What I can see is only u baby between all those ones
So cute inside & outside like u'r an angel from above
& right now it's me who's got nothing to complain about

U'r there 4ever & now, u'r my only truth
U'r incridable of all, u'r my certain life

No more lie to myself when I'm really in love
Love has made me honest like I'm right now
Expressing my feeling with no fear to tell all
Nothing to say more like it's only just so fine

So cheerful, damn cheery, I can't explain right
So graceful, damn gracious, I can't explain right

2007, July, 19 - 00:20 a.m

More Than A Reason!

2007-07-16T13:46:00.000-07:00

Here in the darkness with a red candle
Lighting up this night all in all
Here's me again in my loneliness
Dreaming all my dreams over & over
Thinking of ur eyes in all my times
Living 4 the moment I'll see u right
Making all my days full of ur thought
Living 4 the moment I'll see u right

So I'm walking down the street to find u there again
Waiting 4 me to bring out all those feelings again
And I'm here to give u all of me & tell u again
I love u more than a reason to be expressed

Here would exist no more light to follow
Without ur eyes, I have nothing to see
Here's me with no hope to keep on
Without ur touches, I can't live on
Going to a land, I even don't know
Then may my pain would be cured
Passing roads after roads to reach
Then may my pain would be cured

So I'm walking down the street to find u there again
Waiting 4 me to bring out all those feelings again
And I'm here to give u all of me & tell u again
I love u more than a reason to be expressed

Baby it's not me in physical
It's more a human, an angel
Speaking to me inside
To keep u by myside
It's something from above
It's telling me about love
Speaking to me inside
To keep u by myside

So I'm walking down the street to find u there again
Waiting 4 me to bring out all those feelings again
And I'm here to give u all of me & tell u again
I love u more than a reason to be expressed

2007, July, 16 - 11:55 p.m

Wish!

2007-07-14T15:05:00.000-07:00

U may care about nothing but I care about everything that's u
Cause I based my dreams on being with u 4ever
I wanna live on my life but I don't dare to live without u
Cause now it's my confession to stay with u 4ever

I wish I could be there
I wish I could hold u tight
I wish u could feel the same
I wish u could be all mine
In my life, In my arms
Cause u'r right here into my heart

I wish I could be there
I wish I could have u again
I wish u could want the same
I wish u could be just mine
In my days, In my nights
Cause u'r all I need into my life

I don't know how to tell u that I'm trying any way to ur heart
My reason 4 living is only ur beautiful eyes
U don't need to give me more cause I just want ur heart
I can't keep on more without seeing ur eyes

I wish I could be there
I wish I could hold u tight
I wish u could feel the same
I wish u could be all mine
In my life, In my arms
Cause u'r right here into my heart

I wish I could be there
I wish I could have u again
I wish u could want the same
I wish u could be just mine
In my days, In my nights
Cause u'r all I need into my life

Tell me how to forget u
How to let my dreams die
How to let everything fall
How to bear with this all

I wish I could be there
I wish I could hold u tight
I wish u could feel the same
I wish u could be all mine
In my life, In my arms
Cause u'r right here into my heart

I wish I could be there
I wish I could have u again
I wish u could want the same
I wish u could be just mine
In my days, In my nights
Cause u'r all I need into my life

2007, July, 14 - 03:38 a.m

U Keep Me Losing!

2007-07-12T10:21:00.000-07:00

Could u tell me that why I should dream, Why I should imagin everything in dreams
That doesn't hurt me when I have to wait all day long
That doesn't hurt me when I have to let everything fall down
That only makes me die inside everyday more & more
I get nothing from urside but u get everything that u want

U keep me losing my faith
I wish I could lose my breathe
On ur body spending all my days
Waking up to see ur eyes again
I'm hurting when I'm not having u
I'm feeling what I'm just telling u

Could u tell me that why I'm so alone, Why I have to live my life on my own
That doesn't hurt me when I have to see myself having u
That doesn't hurt me when I have to hear all ur reasons
That only makes me believe I'm nothing 4 u indeed
I've got u deep into my heart but u r just a world apart

U keep me losing my faith
I wish I could lose my breathe
On ur body spending all my days
Waking up to see ur eyes again
I'm hurting when I'm not having u
I'm feeling what I'm just telling u

I don't know what I'm about to do
I can't make any changes on my own
I don't know what's life or love
I can't decide what's wrong or right

U keep me losing my faith
I wish I could lose my breathe
On ur body spending all my days
Waking up to see ur eyes again
I'm hurting when I'm not having u
I'm feeling what I'm just telling u

2007, July, 12 - 08:38 p.m

What I Want!

2007-07-10T13:38:00.000-07:00

I can't turn to do anything when u'r not around
When even I don't have any clue to keep on
I would like to sleep 4 all my days & nights
I don't wanna wake up when u'r not around

I want my days be full of shine & light
I know I can get it when u open ur eyes
I want my nights be full of warm kisses
I know I can get it when u would be here

I want my body's touched by ur hands
I know it comes true when u win my heart
I want my spirit's blown by ur breathe
I know it comes true when u r next to me

I can't pass on my times when u'r not around
When all my dreams seem to fall so down
I would like to stay 4 no more days & nights
I don't wanna live on when u'r not around

I want my days be full of shine & light
I know I can get it when u open ur eyes
I want my nights be full of warm kisses
I know I can get it when u would be here

I want my body's touched by ur hands
I know it comes true when u win my heart
I want my spirit's blown by ur breathe
I know it comes true when u r next to me

2007, July, 10 - 11:18 p.m

So Alarmed!

2007-07-08T12:46:00.000-07:00

I don't want u to change 4 me or someone else
I just want my world be urs if u turn to learn & grow
This life would be nothing without loving someone
I can find a boy better than u but if u give me trust
I can be only urs

Can u make me feel the way that I'm telling u
Can u do this on ur own for ur own good

U talk seriously but U treat strangly
That makes me fear but I'm out of tear
Ok! U did something right but u'r not all fine
& That's the reason that I'm so alarmed

I don't think that u have to have me in ur whole life
I just need u to know I'm a good girl to keep & love
But I don't feel the same so I believe u can't trust
Would u bring me surness about what u really r
Would u make me trust

This time I wanna remind u only one thing
Life is so short, would u go & waste it

U talk seriously but U treat strangly
That makes me fear but I'm out of tear
Ok! U did something right but u'r not all fine
& That's the reason that I'm so alarmed

U walk with me but I think u'r not here
May u think about her & that's why I bear
Well! I'm feeling this way, I'm thinking this way
Can u change it now cause I'm so alarmed

U talk seriously but U treat strangly
That makes me fear but I'm out of tear
Ok! U did something right but u'r not all fine
& That's the reason that I'm so alarmed

2007, July, 8 - 11:07 p.m

Daddy!

2007-07-07T10:37:00.000-07:00

I can remember the last time u said goodbye
The last time I hold u into my arms so tight
Ur arms were speaking to me about love & care
Ur arms wanted me to stay but I left u there
Now whenever I come back home I can't find u
What I can only have now is not having u

Daddy I tried, I opened my two eyes
But why I can't see u again into my arms

I won't find any other one like u
What I'm now is just because of u
I won't cry, I won't shed a tear
Cause I know u'r all the time here
Now & then I will keep our love
My heart is ur only place of all
I'll see u again, It will be late
But I'll keep what I told u 4ever

I can't escape the sorrow that's come to my life
To my words which r been captured inside
My inside is reminding all u had was love & care
My inside is making me to keep on my pain
Now if I'm living my life, it's cause of u daddy
It's cause of getting to the day I'll see u

Daddy I tried, I opened my two eyes
But I saw u this time deep into my heart

I won't find any other one like u
What I'm now is just because of u
I won't cry, I won't shed a tear
Cause I know u'r all the time here
Now & then I will keep our love
My heart is ur only place of all
I'll see u again, It will be late
But I'll keep what I told u 4ever

4 another time a person must say goodbye to one of his beloved ones! Saying goodbye to someone whom I or u can't understand his value, just u Sandeep can...! Just u! I'm so sorry! I can't figure out myself from the time that I heard one friend of mine (The word 'friend' means a lot to me) lost his father; I don't know how to express myself but it's the only thing that I can say: "I'm really so sorry... ."

2007, 07, 07 - 8:57 p.m

Damage My Whole Life!

2007-07-06T11:43:00.000-07:00

Destiney can make me change somehow
What I still believe in is our love
U'r just escaping my thoughts, ruining my life
Wanting me to go away from ur side but u go on & on
Killing all my dreams inside of my soul & heart
Don't care about what I'm about & u know that's our love

Lock's on my lips from the day u came to my life
Damage's on my heart from the time u said lies
Word's been captured deep into my soul
These all r what u've brought into my life
I'll keep my way with no second doubt
U can go on & damage my whole life

Destiney can make me change somehow
I know what I've been doing for u
The things I had 4 u was loving, having u my love
U brought nothing into my life at all but I went so far
Adoring all my moments with u & ur mind
But u broke all the things I made & u know I wanted only u

Lock's on my lips from the day u came to my life
Damage's on my heart from the time u said lies
Word's been captured deep into my soul
These all r what u've brought into my life
I'll keep my way with no second doubt
U can go on & damage my whole life

My whole life's damaged
What u got was nothing
U made me lose myself
U damaged my everything

Lock's on my lips from the day u came to my life
Damage's on my heart from the time u said lies
Word's been captured deep into my soul
These all r what u've brought into my life
I'll keep my way with no second doubt
U can go on & damage my whole life

2007, July, 6 - 10:07 p.m

Figure It Out!

2007-07-04T13:10:00.000-07:00

Write my name out of paper on the wall
U'r gonna tear the paper one day one night
Do that sin to make ur promise remain
U'r gonna break it so easily one dirty night
Believe u'r not a kinda guy she wants
U'r gonna trust in my words one hard night

& now no one can make me love another heart
& now I won't love another one 4 another time

Figure out this damn life when u go so far away
Loneliness turns to me but I'm trying to keep on
I can't make myself believe cause I lost my faith
Just Figure It Out
No trust can remain, Even u'r turning to leave me
I should let everything fall right now, I'm so down
Baby I can't help it out, Would u do it somehow
Just Figure It Out

Take my control at this room of mine
U'r gonna think of my fairness one night
Love another one, Don't care at all
U'r gonna forgive all ur rights one night
End our relationship right now here
U'r not gonna see me cry even one night

& now no one makes me pain like u did to me
& now I can't bear with what u've done to me

Figure out this damn life when u go so far away
Loneliness turns to me but I'm trying to keep on
I can't make myself believe cause I lost my faith
Just Figure It Out
No trust can remain, Even u'r turning to leave me
I should let everything fall right now, I'm so down
Baby I can't help it out, Would u do it somehow
Just Figure It Out

My everything's been ruin
I lost my faith & heart
I can't go on like this
Just Figure It Out Baby

Figure out this damn life when u go so far away
Loneliness turns to me but I'm trying to keep on
I can't make myself believe cause I lost my faith
Just Figure It Out
No trust can remain, Even u'r turning to leave me
I should let everything fall right now, I'm so down
Baby I can't help it out, Would u do it somehow
Just Figure It Out

2007, July, 4 - 11:21 p.m

Wanna Go Through It!

2007-07-04T01:47:00.000-07:00

Going to another disco 4 another night
Wanna date someone, I want a partner
Lanterns r on but it's still no color light
Seems I'm so early, Gonna find a guy
Walking pretty sexy to attract others
I want someone, Would u get it papas

I've never hurt anyone to get enough
Don't wanna stay calm, I wanna dance
It's the stage in need to have a scene
I'm going up right now, Would u come
Shaking my heart to get addicted to u
We'r gonna make it, It's our floor

Wanna Go Through It
Over & Over
I Would Like To Make It
Again & Again
Cause l'm Rocking Them
Their Bodies
Wanna Go Through It
Now & 4ever

Wanna Go Through It Right Now

Even if u dance till 4 in the morning
I won't stop at all, I promise to rock
Nothing makes me stay in my place
Stage's moving, I can't break it down
Wanna make this night greatest ever
When we'r dancing, I want nothing else

Gotta confess never had a guy like u
Don't wanna lose it, Gonna hold on it
No one would make me feel the same
U'll never see me fall, Gonna be here
Let's make others do what we'r doing
I'll never complain, When we'r moving

Wanna Go Through It
Over & Over
I Would Like To Make It
Again & Again
Cause l'm Rocking Them
Their Bodies
Wanna Go Through It
Now & 4ever

Wanna Go Through It Right Now

Wanna Go Through It Right Now
Cause Everyone Wanna See Me This Way
& I'll Never Make Them Feel Upset Down
Here I Am; I'm Going Through It Right... Right Now

Wanna Go Through It
Over & Over
I Would Like To Make It
Again & Again
Cause l'm Rocking Them
Their Bodies
Wanna Go Through It
Now & 4ever

Wanna Go Through It Right Now

2007, July, 4 - 12:07 p.m

I'm Bored Of Waiting!

2007-07-02T15:52:00.000-07:00

They told me to keep on with my logical reasons
But I only can find my heart with its own reasons
My feeling about u only does let me see the truth
So I can't turn to logic cause love is my only truth
I'm breaking the doubts that could exist on myside
Cause now I wanna have something else on myside

I'm bored of waiting
Waiting 4 nothing
I'm loving ur thing
Love is everything
I should confess it
I can't go on more
U have to give more
What I want is u

So would u hear me
Would u give me
Something different
A stayable trust
I should carry on
With more confidence
U have to make sure
What u want is love

People think the lovers always make mistake
They never know it's love moment not mistake
But tell me why we r alarmed about everything
May it needs time to give each other everything
I imagin it every night when we will be so perfect
I'm sure we'r gonna make that memory so perfect

I'm bored of waiting
Waiting 4 nothing
I'm loving ur thing
Love is everything
I should confess it
I can't go on more
U have to give more
What I want is u

So would u hear me
Would u give me
Something different
A stayable trust
I should carry on
With more confidence
U have to make sure
What u want is love

I wanna go through this sin
Swim over this ocean to sink
I wanna have it from my heart
Breathe into u to make love

2007, July, 3 - 02:08 a.m

Going On!

2007-07-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

I'm losing him cause I'm leaving him
I never told him that I would love him
Even God made me believe in silance
Even showed me a way to his lightness
But why I can't figure out my whole life
Why I can't turn to live on my true life

Gotta find the answer soon
Gotta search, gotta go, gotta get it on my own

It doesn't mean anything, No reason that I can carry on
Going on is something else, I'm just ruining all my ways
I lost everything so fast, Faster than losing my breathe
U keep telling me to go on, but all I get is not enough

I'm falling down cause I'm holding on
I found my way but I'm not passing on
Even angels took me somewhere fine
Even told me I should go through my line
But why I can't figure out my whole life
Why I can't turn to live on my true life

Gotta find my true feelings
Gotta fight, gotta win, gotta get it on my own

It doesn't mean anything, No reason that I can carry on
Going on is something else, I'm just ruining all my ways
I lost everything so fast, Faster than losing my breathe
U keep telling me to go on, but all I get is not enough

So Tell Me How Can I Go On More?!
When I Even Can't Have What I had Before!
So Tell Me How Can I Trust In U?!
When U Broke All The Promises U Made!

It doesn't mean anything, No reason that I can carry on
Going on is something else, I'm just ruining all my ways
I lost everything so fast, Faster than losing my breathe
U keep telling me to go on, but all I get is not enough

2007, July, 1 - 07:30 p.m

A B-Day!

2007-06-28T09:33:00.000-07:00

A B-Day
A New Friend
And Someone That I Like

A New Day
A New Born
And Something That I Care

A New Life
A New Year
And Something That's Worth

A B-Day
A New Wish
To Someone Who Is U

I wrote it 4 one of my dear friends' B-day! Happy B-day dear Amir! By the way I like this writing of mine! Cause it's a new messege 4 somebody's B-day! I don't like repeated words or things! Would like to make a change as I made it 4 this friend of mine!

9th of June, 2007- 02:23 p.m

I Lost The Game!

2007-06-27T23:56:00.000-07:00

I wanna write something new
Something helps me describe it
Repeated words r driving me mad
I need a chance to make this change
Cause it's time to bring what I never showed

I started again, It was my fall
I lost the game, It was my life
I went so much, I stood on everything, It was not right
I was so alone, I kept on & I lost again, I lost the game

I wanna turn to something new
Something makes me figure it out
Wrong ways that I've paid for years
They have been helping me to change
Cause I've found the truth what I never showed

I started again, It was my fall
I lost the game, It was my life
I went so much, I stood on everything, It was not right
I was so alone, I kept on & I lost again, I lost the game

Man, u think u were right
But all u brought to my life
Was falling, breaking inside
Was just falling, breaking inside

But,

I started again, It was my fall
I lost the game, It was my life
I went so much, I stood on everything, It was not right
I was so alone, I kept on & I lost again, I lost the game

2007, June, 28 (7 Tir Maah 86) - 10:15 a.m

Light!

2007-06-26T04:00:00.000-07:00

Don't know any word to tell u, cause I even don't know why I like u
I see brightness into ur eyes, I wish it would be the same into ur heart
I can feel nothing else but liking what I've found cause I know it's u
Don't wanna go to another way, but I'm so fearful to lose u in this way
May I make mistakes about u, I wish it would be the same as it's real
I come after u to every way u go to let u find me daring to get to u

Light is everywhere (Everywhere is white)
It doesn't let me see u clear enough
Plz just close ur eyes (No darkness at all)
4 a second let me make love to u of all

Enter to my life (Everything is free)
It's worth only u of any body else
Plz just want me there (No other love mate)
& I'm glad that u will be all mine

Don't doubt with any word u hear, cause they wanna change our stroy
If u would trust in what I am, I can help u through out everything u fall in
I only need to hear one word that u'r dying to have me one night with u
Never try to tell me 'leave it', it's life's passing so fast & we should live it
So I can't let my dream's ruin, cause I made it so hard only on my own
I'm trying anything that ends up to u cause I can see nothing but light

Light is everywhere (Everywhere is white)
It doesn't let me see u clear enough
Plz just close ur eyes (No darkness at all)
4 a second let me make love to u of all

Enter to my life (Everything is free)
It's worth only u of any body else
Plz just want me there (No other love mate)
& I'm glad that u will be all mine

Keep watching me cause I wanna have light
Don't let me see anything but ur naked spirit
Cause I wanna give u everything u want me to

Light is everywhere (Everywhere is white)
It doesn't let me see u clear enough
Plz just close ur eyes (No darkness at all)
4 a second let me make love to u of all

Enter to my life (Everything is free)
It's worth only u of any body else
Plz just want me there (No other love mate)
& I'm glad that u will be all mine

Tues: 2007, June, 26 - 02:20 p.m

Whatever!

2007-06-19T12:50:00.000-07:00

If I promise u to love, Would u like to answer me the best
How can I get serious when I'm not gonna get ur name

If I let u find out me, Would u make me sure about the rest
How can I think about it when all it's gonna happen is vain

I want u, I need u more than any other but if u feel the same
I can go so further more than ever but if u want it the same

Right now here's me more than ever in need
I wanna change, I wanna be like whatever indeed
Whatever can make me feel new, feel fresh, feel u
Whatever can turn me to chance, to beauty, to u

If I tell u I should leave, Would u come with me to the west
How can I start loving u when I won't have u in my lane

If I tell u I'm not ready, Would u wait 4 me to pass the test
How can I turn to u when I'm still so young 4 a love chain

I feel this, I like u more than any other & if u know this
I can turn to something more than love & if u know this

Right now here's me more than ever in need
I wanna change, I wanna be like whatever indeed
Whatever can make me feel new, feel fresh, feel u
Whatever can turn me to chance, to beauty, to u

Need to believe my heart to bring all the right reasons
Make my life out of my dreams 4 all our love seasons
Sunny, Cloudy, Stormy, whatever it is, it just can be so sweet!

So Baby...

Right now here's me more than ever in need
I wanna change, I wanna be like whatever indeed
Whatever can make me feel new, feel fresh, feel u
Whatever can turn me to chance, to beauty, to u

2007, June, 19 - 11:14 p.m

Faster!

2007-06-19T01:13:00.000-07:00

I don't know how to pass the rest
Cause without u it seems like a vain
I can't let everything fall down again
My heart belongs to u now & then
If even life makes me lose my way
I'll find it on ur side

Faster than ever I'm turning to u
Faster than ever I'm running to u

Cause with u I can live on
I can try on this hope to keep on
Cause with u I can find out
I can understand how to pass on

I don't wanna touch any other
Cause I just wanna love u forever
I can't persude myself to learn
U'r the lesson of my life since ever
If even lies lie me about what u r
I'll find it on ur side

Faster than ever I'm liking ur eyes
Faster than ever I'm begging ur eyes

Cause with u I can live on
I can try on this hope to keep on
Cause with u I can find out
I can understand how to pass on

Faster it's all I'm about to do
No one can turn to my speed
It's all about my love & care
Boy, Can u feel the same?!

It's ME!

Cause with u I can live on
I can try on this hope to keep on
Cause with u I can find out
I can understand how to pass on

2007, June, 18 - 01:59 p.m

4 The Day!

2007-06-12T06:37:00.001-07:00

I can't make it on my own
I can't take it so alone
I need someone to help
To keep me up a head
I need myself to change
To let me find my way
I need, I can, I will
Do it so right again
I need, I want u there
Bring me confidance

So gimme a light to keep
Brighten all my days
Show me a line to pass
Guide me to out there

Find our truth to know
U'r living 4 the day u would be not alone
Find our truth to know
U'r living 4 the day I would be only urs

I can't make it on my own
I can't take it so alone
Whenever I want to go
So straight up to goals
Whenever I turn to give
A right faith up to grow
I gave, I could, I did
I found it on my own
I gave, I went so well
But I did it so alone

So gimme a light to keep
Brighten all my days
Show me a line to pass
Guide me to out there

Find our truth to know
U'r living 4 the day u would be not alone
Find our truth to know
U'r living 4 the day I would be only urs

I can go on 4 more days
I can live on 4 more aims
But what will happen to my heart
I should stay all alone
I should take it on my own
But what will happen to this goal

Shall I keep on 4 more days
When what I'm having is all pain

So gimme a light to keep
Brighten all my days
Show me a line to pass
Guide me to out there

2007, June, 12 - 02:49 p.m

It's Our B-Day!

2007-06-10T10:51:00.000-07:00

Boy step up to my life; It's what I've been dreaming of
Boy try to believe me; It's what I'm daring to show on
Boy make me need u; It's what I've been looking for

I can be a good girl to trust & with ur trust I'll never be lost
It's ur b-day to celebrate but I wanna make it our day

It's Our B-Day
When we turn to know each other
When we learn to live to bring joy to life

It's Our B-Day
When we come to have each other
When we want to go on to keep our love

Boy let me find ur truth; It's what I will let u find too
Boy grow my heart up; It' what I wanna get from u
Boy take me to urself; It's what can turn me on

I can be all urs to love & with having ur love I'll truelly live
It's ur b-day to celebrate but I wanna make it our day

It's Our B-Day
When we turn to know each other
When we learn to live to bring joy to life

It's Our B-Day
When we come to have each other
When we want to go on to keep our love

It's Our B-Day
Whenever u turn to me
& whenever I turn to u

So baby
Would u plz
Want me
To go on
Ur love

It's Our B-Day
When we turn to know each other
When we learn to live to bring joy to life

It's Our B-Day
When we come to have each other
When we want to go on to keep our love

2007, June, 10 - 06:15 p.m

Don't Shout At Me!

2007-06-10T10:49:00.000-07:00

Everyday passes with a memory hard to forget
It hits me like it wanna break everything I've built
Everyday...

It's only noise everywhere I go
I can't stand on everyway I turn
Gotta make myself believe it
I'm a part of this noise

Don't shout at me!
He's not going anywhere!
He will stay by ur side!
He will be allright!
I Promise u my heart!
I SWEAR!

Don't shout at me!
I'll keep him 4 u anyhow!
I will stay kind to him!
I will be allright!
I Promise u my heart!
I SWEAR!

Everyday I find salvation in being with u in dream
It hits me like it wanna have everything so easy
Everyday...

It's only pain everywhere I go
I have to like everything I see
Gonna prove myself believe it
I'm a part of this pain

Don't shout at me!
He's not going anywhere!
He will stay by ur side!
He will be allright!
I Promise u my heart!
I SWEAR!

Don't shout at me!
I'll keep him 4 u anyhow!
I will stay kind to him!
I will be allright!
I Promise u my heart!
I SWEAR!

Plz Don't Shout At Me!

2007, June, 10 - 04:12 p.m

More Than A Friend!

2007-06-09T11:00:00.000-07:00

The story which is coming to my life never gonna change my mind
I've been addicted to u for all my days, weeks, monthes & years
May u'll turn to be different but I've promised myself to stay in love
I've been thinking of u for all my days, weeks, monthes & years
I still can feel what I felt at the first sights of my eyes & urs baby
I've been in ur thought for all my days, weeks, monthes & years

Just tell me this

For how long I should dream of seeing ur eyes again
For how long I should dream of having ur arms again
For how long I should make myself believe u'll be mine
I Just Don't Want The Same Thing We've Been Before

I Want U To Be More Than A Friend

I know that I must go on a far distance but my heart will stay here
I've been looking 4 u for all my days, weeks, monthes & years
If even everything changes, I'll never gonna say u'r not what I want
I've been wishing u for all my days, weeks, monthes & years
U can go over another love but it will never make me forget ur eyes
I've been in ur mood for all my days, weeks, monthes & years

Just tell me this

For how long I should dream of seeing ur eyes again
For how long I should dream of having ur arms again
For how long I should make myself believe u'll be mine
I Just Don't Want The Same Thing We've Been Before

I Want U To Be More Than A Friend
I Want U To Build My World By Ur Eyes
I Want U To Bring Me Love Out Of Mind

For how long I should dream of seeing ur eyes again
For how long I should dream of having ur arms again
For how long I should make myself believe u'll be mine
I Just Don't Want The Same Thing We've Been Before

I Want U To Be More Than A Friend!

2007, June, 9 - 07:47 p.m

Round & Round!

2007-06-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

If I wanna be different, would life let me be that
Can I try to feel something new to live on that
Can I make it come to my time to believe that
Can I follow my feeling & keep capturing that
May I'm living my dreams but it's real I know
Cause I'm feeling it this time this way

It's mine & I'm having it whether u like it or not
It's mine & I'm rocking ur bodies, that's my way
It's mine & I'm passing my energy to all of u
It's mine & I'm turning to turn u round & round

If it takes a long while, would u plz help me up
Can I trust u to turn me on & let me be 4ever up
Can I have u on myside like u wanna come so up
Can I go on the way u want me & go straight up
May I'm just speaking about turning u baby
But now u can see me like I wanna rock

It's mine & I'm having it whether u like it or not
It's mine & I'm rocking ur bodies, that's my way
It's mine & I'm passing my energy to all of u
It's mine & I'm turning to turn u round & round

I'm not looking 4 any fairy tale
I'm looking 4 being with u once
I'm looking 4 having u one night
So come over here to let me have u
To let me breath u on the dancefloor

Get it up!

It's mine & I'm having it whether u like it or not
It's mine & I'm rocking ur bodies, that's my way
It's mine & I'm passing my energy to all of u
It's mine & I'm turning to turn u round & round

2007, June, 7 - 09:59 a.m

His Name!

2007-06-08T11:16:00.000-07:00

When I hear his name, it doesn't seem ordinary to me
It's like a holy situation like I wanna stay & pray in that
He's gonna be my man, I look 4 no other reason out here
It's like an uncridable world to me which I'm having that

When I say his name, I can't figure out my feelings
It's like I'm trying on flying to get to him out of dreams
He's gonna be everything, I promise myself to love him
It's like I'm breaking all the frozen ices to my dreams

I have turn to cheer up myself
Cheer up my own body with his name
It's like I wanna be a part of him
To the new world of mine right here
I never thought there could be a time
I truely can let myself love someone
It will stick in my mind 4ever
This can be the new level of my life

When I look at his eyes, all my words capture in them
It's like I have to confess I see the rest of my life there
He's gonna be my all, What I will find is he'll be all mine
It's like his eyes when they show me my way up there

When I come to his name, I wanna spell it several times
It's like I can't pass his name to any other word or name
He's gonna be world to me, I can hear it from each sound
It's like I'm leading notes to make a sound of his name

I have turn to cheer up myself
Cheer up my own body with his name
It's like I wanna be a part of him
To the new world of mine right here
I never thought there could be a time
I truely can let myself love someone
It will stick in my mind 4ever
This can be the new level of my life

I have it so right cause I feel him
Right up & down into my heart
There's nowhere else I have him
It's only my heart his own place

2007, June, 8 - 08:39 p.m

I'm Crying U!

2007-06-05T00:59:00.000-07:00

Something is hitting my heart so hard & my memories seem so strange to me
When I have no way except leaving & searching 4 something that I don't know
I can feel nothing but loneliness when even I have been breaking my own heart
I need to break once again to forget this pain cause it's the time 4 another pain
It's the time 4 not breathing to die 4 another moment to break inside

It hurts when I wanna love but I can't!
It hurts when u'r ready but I'm not!

It's eating me from inside to outside
Last days r passing & I'm losing u
It's killing my body inside & outside
Last sights r passing & I'm leaving u
It's paining me from inside to outside
Last tears r passing & I'm crying u

Something is coming with me & It's all ur thoughts the only thing I've got of u
When I have to satisfy myself just with a photo & let everything go on this way
I can feel nothing but heartbreak when what I always had was my heart broken
I need not to forgive my acts cause I still have too much to take as my pain
It's the time 4 not believing in another things except pain & hurt

Let my days go cause I can't do anything!
Let my life wastes cause it's just...

It's eating me from inside to outside
Last days r passing & I'm losing u
It's killing my body inside & outside
Last sights r passing & I'm leaving u
It's paining me from inside to outside
Last tears r passing & I'm crying u

I'm crying u
It's the end of my story
I'm crying u
It's the story of my life

It's eating me from inside to outside
Last days r passing & I'm losing u
It's killing my body inside & outside
Last sights r passing & I'm leaving u
It's paining me from inside to outside
Last tears r passing & I'm crying u

I'm crying u
I'm crying u

I'm Crying U

2007, June, 4 - 23: 54 p.m

Empty!

2007-06-04T12:22:00.000-07:00

I tried to go on like I wanted to pass another way to go
I tried to live on like I wanted to find another way to live
I tried to keep on like I wanted to find another way to keep
But all I got was vain, I wasted my life & I got nothing else

Empty, there's no hand to join
Empty, people are out of words
Empty, everything's going ahead
Empty, my heart's frozen in the bed

Empty, no brain can understand
Empty, people are looking for shame
Empty, everybody's turn to start lying
Empty, my love's burning like it's dying

I found no way to pass when u left my heart to another way
I found no time to spend when u tried to waste another time
I found no love to trust when u went to believe in another love
It's all I got from ur side, cause it's me who was not caring at all

Now when I look at past, when I try to find what I didn't have
It's like I'm looking for something which doesn't mean anything

Cause everything's empty! I can't get anything!

Empty, there's no hand to join
Empty, people are out of words
Empty, everything's going ahead
Empty, my heart's frozen in the bed

Empty, no brain can understand
Empty, people are looking for shame
Empty, everybody's turn to start lying
Empty, my love's burning like it's dying

2007, June, 4 - 6:04 p.m

I Took Too Much!

2007-06-04T12:21:00.000-07:00

Questions come after questions
How can I let u know that I need u
Thoughts bring me the other thoughts
How can I come to prove that I love u
Sounds can be heard by the other sounds
How can I turn to sing a song that I want to

I took too much
& it's all the pain
I dreamt too much
& it's all the vain
May I lose u so soon
But I'll keep ur thought
4ever together in my mind

Words pass on to the other words
How can I tell u that I wanna be with u
Confessions come to my confessions
How can I let myself continue with no 'u'
Tears don't let me come out of my tears
How can I turn to speak about that I want to

I took too much
& it's all the pain
I dreamt too much
& it's all the vain
May I lose u so soon
But I'll keep ur thought
4ever together in my mind

I loved too much
& it's all nothing
I tried too much
& it's all nothing
May I lose u so soon
But it will be still nothing
4ever without u in my real life

I took too much
& it's all the pain

2007, June, 3 - 8:57 p.m

The Only Thing!

2007-06-01T03:04:00.000-07:00

A painted paper of ur face in front of me
Yes, u'r looking straight back to me
It's the only thing I've got of ur existance
I can be free of being hurt by distance
So I'm drawing ur eyes to forget the pain
To find a way to cure myself in tears rain

Can u let me know that u'r crazy about me
I seem to kill my feeling & don't let it show
Can u make me understand that u need me
I seem to dream & it's gonna get so slow

A broken heart's at the corner of my room
All it's done is breaking inside this room
It's the only thing I've got of ur separation
I'm only lying to myself about destination
So I'm drawing ur lips to capture its taste
To find my real time thought it will waste

Can u let me know that u'r crazy about me
I seem to kill my feeling & don't let it show
Can u make me understand that u need me
I seem to dream & it's gonna get so slow

I truely need time to grow
To get older to learn more
To be what u want me to be
To learn how to love a boy

Can u let me know that u'r crazy about me
I seem to kill my feeling & don't let it show
Can u make me understand that u need me
I seem to dream & it's gonna get so slow

Friday- 2007,June,1- 13:08 p.m (I wrote it while I had 'A painted paper of ur face in front of me'!!)

I Don't Dare To Hate U!

2007-06-01T03:02:00.000-07:00

Now when I look at past what I see is what I didn't have
It was ur kindness & care what u never tried to show
What u never gave me was what I always gave u
'Leave It' was the only expression u always had
So I leave it this time again

U'r Leaving My World Forever
U'r Telling Me To Forgive U
It Can Be A Way To Forget U
But All I've Got To Reply Is
I Don't Dare To Hate U
May It Helps Me To Forget U

It seems crazy if I would like to turn on u for tomorrows
U'r going on a far distance to get away from my world
What u always were about to do, Free urself
Leave it, cause I'm not gonna care at all

U'r Leaving My World Forever
U'r Telling Me To Forgive U
It Can Be A Way To Forget U
But All I've Got To Reply Is
I Don't Dare To Hate U
May It Helps Me To Forget U

Boy I gave u everything
I had u on the right side
But now I've got only a painting of my broken heart on the wall

Can u try to leave it too!?
Can u make me try to leave it too?!
Can U?!

U'r Leaving My World Forever
U'r Telling Me To Forgive U
It Can Be A Way To Forget U
But All I've Got To Reply Is
I Don't Dare To Hate U
May It Helps Me To Forget U

Wednesday- 2007, May, 30 - 12:56 p.m

Again!

2007-06-01T03:00:00.000-07:00

I don't know this feeling
I can't figure it out
Even when u don't care of me
Even when u'r dating a new one
I can cheat myself for another time
But I can't hide it this time
That I'm in love

Again I like someone
Again I wanna love
But it's me who don't let herself to believe in love

I have so many doubts
I can't seem to trust
Even when u try to attract me
Even when u tell me 'Hey Lady, Can I Give U My Name?!'

Again I like someone
Again I wanna love
But it's me who don't let herself to believe in love

I need to grow
It's all about my age
Cause I'm so young
And easy to be fallen in love

I need to learn
Even how to love a boy
Cause I'm so young
And can't turn to understand this soon

That can I like someone
Can I want to love
Can I believe in love for another trust

Tuesday- 2007, May, 29 (At about 23 p.m) - I wrote this lyric in Semnan-Tehran train while I & Mehrsa were coming back to Tehran from the last day of my sister's classes as a lecturer at Art University Of Semnan! I wrote it 4 someone but I'm not ganna mention the name! Sure that one would understand it!

It's Been 4 A Long Time!

2007-05-24T11:11:00.001-07:00

It seems I've been not fair to myself, It's been for a long time
Cause I never tried to tell u this all, It's gonna hurt me either
For my own reasons I have to go, It makes me cry inside

It seems I've been not fair to myself, It's been for a long time
Cause I'm hurt by losing someone, It makes me to lose either
For all I've done to myself to live, It lets me break inside

Can I shout my silence loudly?!
Can it be the end of my suffer?!

Right now I can feel something strange in my heart
I can try to leave u but I don't wanna break like before
I dare to my pride to tell u & confess it this time
I'm gonna miss u after all, may I'm gonna cry

It seems it passes so fast in my mind, It's been for a long time
Cause I'm trying to figure out my sence, It only pains my soul
For what u can see now in my scene, It's the time to be real

It seems it passes like it never stops, It's been for a long time
Cause I'm dying of pain & heartbreak, It's killing all of my soul
For all I've got to sepreat, it will break, It's me who is so real

Can I bring out what I've got?!
Can it be my first happiness?!

Right now I can feel something strange in my heart
I can try to leave u but I don't wanna break like before
I dare to my pride to tell u & confess it this time
I'm gonna miss u after all, may I'm gonna cry

When I think to myself
I can say only this word
What the hell is this world
When I have to leave ur eyes
And get busy with the stupid lies
I can say only this word
What the hell is this world

Right now I can feel something strange in my heart
I can try to leave u but I don't wanna break like before
I dare to my pride to tell u & confess it this time
I'm gonna miss u after all, may I'm gonna cry

This lyric is dedicated to Architecture students of Art university of Semnan!

Thursday: 2007, May, 24 - 1:12 p.m

So Young To Be In Ur Love!

2007-05-23T13:47:00.000-07:00

I seem to be in love but I can't let myself believe it
Ur eyes have captured me like I would like to breathe it
I seem to make no escape way for myself to leave it
Ur eyes can see me this way that u have made me live it

I don't know why I like u or why I try to like u
I've been in some kinda mood of ur thoughts
And I know that would take all the hard times
But I can't keep on thinking about u this way
Cause I'm so young to be in love
And I'm so young to be in ur love

I seem to lie to myself why I think u'r attracted to me
Ur eyes r making me confess that u'r special to me
I seem to let it go cause somehow u'r important to me
Ur eyes should inform me about that u'r addicted to me

I don't know why I like u or why I try to like u
I've been in some kinda mood of ur thoughts
And I know that would take all the hard times
But I can't keep on thinking about u this way
Cause I'm so young to be in love
And I'm so young to be in ur love

''I've got to say that it's so hard
Cause I have no clue to do rights
I'm trying to find a new back in time
Cause I know there is one chance
Love silence is just what I need
Cause I should let my logic out
And force my sences to come down
Cause I'm so young to be in love''

I don't know why I like u or why I try to like u
I've been in some kinda mood of ur thoughts
And I know that would take all the hard times
But I can't keep on thinking about u this way
Cause I'm so young to be in love
And I'm so young to be in ur love

''Cause I'm so young to be in love''

Wednesday: 2007, May, 13 - 12:07 p.m

It Was Yummy!

2007-05-23T13:43:00.000-07:00

Last sunday after a while I went to the church to make myself forget u
But Pop told me to try on u again cause life's that short to waste it
I persuded myself that I was the reason of all faults thought I was not
I tried to forgive all the wrong things u have been through & go on
Now everytime I think about my days with u I still feel I have to say
I still feel I have to confess

It was yummy when I had ur hands on my body
First u kissed my forhead then u came down (It was like I had what I desired)
It was yummy when I found u somewhere alone
First u said u like me then u tried to love me (It was like I wanted the same)

Last sunday after I left the church I was in blue till I reached home
But whatever I did I couldn't find a way to throw u out of my mind
I prepared myself for another heartbreak cause of turning to u again
I was in doubt with what Pop told me but I hoped God to help me
Now everywhere I go I can't take ur eyes away from my thoughts
I want to tell u this this time

It was yummy when I had ur hands on my body
First u kissed my forhead then u came down (It was like I had what I desired)
It was yummy when I found u somewhere alone
First u said u like me then u tried to love me (It was like I wanted the same)

It was yummy like mams' food on saturday's nights
It was yummy like the first dictation exams of school
It was yummy like my boyfriends' mistakes over me

It was yummy when I had ur hands on my body
First u kissed my forhead then u came down (It was like I had what I desire)
It was yummy when I found u somewhere alone
First u said u like me then u tried to love me (It was like I wanted the same)

2007, May, 21 - 9:40 p.m

Maybe!

2007-05-19T12:28:00.000-07:00

I opened the door but I found no one to make me feel the same as u did about me

I can remember u wanted to stay for a lifetime but it was me who was in doubts

I saw everything into ur eyes and it was my reason to escape from my heart

I loved, I dreamt & I felt something in ur eyes that I'll never be ur only one

Still I open the door exactly at 8 when u were always at home in my arms

Still I imagin ur kisses up on my skin from the top of my body to down

Still it's me wearing my white dress & waiting so alone all day long

Maybe for u to come

Maybe to touch u on ur breast

Maybe it will stay in our rest

Maybe this time it would exist

Maybe u start loving & insist

On having me to loving me
On loving me to having me

I opened the door thought I was wishing this could be u but I found no one like u

I can remember it was so hard to desert u but we both were passing our destiney

I saw everything into ur eyes and may it was the reason of my broken heart

I prayed, I tried & I wanted to make u understand ur mistakes about me

Still I open doors, windows & everything around me to believe u'll be back

Still I imagin ur first sight that made me addicted to ur shiny eyes

Still it's me who's waiting hopelessly for a dream to come true

Maybe for u to come

Maybe to touch u on ur breast

Maybe it will stay in our rest
Maybe this time it would exist

Maybe u start loving & insist

On having me to loving me

On loving me to having me

2007, May, 19 - 6:03 p.m

This Is 4 U!

2007-05-13T02:34:00.000-07:00

When my feeling gets so high in my heart
It's where my soul goes only with my heart
When so many doubts come to my ways
It's where I'm living on all my crazy ways
When U say 'Hey lady, can I give U my name?!'
I think U would live on all my crazy ways

But I can't trust even if I love U the best
Cause in Ur crazy ways I can't be dated

Life goes on
U tell Urself why Vesta doesn't give me her heart
Time wastes
U give Urself a belief that may this girl will be mine
Know this
Little baby man U can never take me where U want
Cause U never would be like me even try to like me
For all the reasons that I have found

What I see in Ur eyes is that I'm not Ur only one
Can U make it & change it to bring me some trust
U'll never change it so I never would make it too
U'll never make it so I never would change it too

Life goes on
U tell Urself why Vesta can't give me her heart
Time wastes
U give Urself a belief that may this girl will be mine
Know this
Little baby man U can never take me where U want
Cause U never would be like me even try to like me
For all the reasons that I have found

2007, May, 12 - 10:40 p.m

It's Getting So High!

2007-05-08T10:32:00.000-07:00

I think I'm living for the moment that u would be so near
I'm still avoiding everyone just to get to u on one night
I can't wait no more for that I wanna be with u right now
I'm still finding ways just to get to u for one time in life

It's getting so high when I dream a night with u
A night when I can be with u somewhere alone
It's getting so high when I imagin u in my mind
An imagination which no one can imagin at all

So come over here to let me see u naked
See me giving u all of myself now & then
Let's go on the realities not our dreams
Touch me to feel it right up on my skin

I suppose it now but why tomorrow it isn't achived yet
I'm still escaping from ur thought to live on my times
I keep on breathing but I need to do this in ur pure air
I'm still finding ways just to get to u for one night in life

It's getting so high when I dream a night with u
A night when I can be with u somewhere alone
It's getting so high when I imagin u in my mind
An imagination which no one can imagin at all

So come over here to let me see u naked
See me giving u all of myself now & then
Let's go on the realities not our dreams
Touch me to feel it right up on my skin

2007, May, 8 - 3:33 p.m

Crazy Love!

2007-05-08T10:30:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it seems so hard to love somebody
But even when it comes to be easy somehow
I don't know how to figure out my feeling inside
Still it's so hard for me to believe myself deeply
In Love

Thinking about his eyes
Thinking about his voice
From what came after all
The way he looked at me
The way he spoke to me
I think I'm in the kinda crazy love

Sometimes it seems so easy to walk far away
But when it comes to me I can't even take a step
I don't know how to let my feets cruise far from u
Still it's so easy for me to love u incredibly on
My Way

Thinking about his eyes
Thinking about his voice
From what came after all
The way he looked at me
The way he spoke to me
I think I'm in the kinda crazy love

Sometimes it seems it's me
That crazy girl up on the stage
Singing so loud to her love
That crazy girl is exactly in love

Thinking about ur eyes
Thinking about ur voice
From what came after all
The way u looked at me
The way u spoke to me
I think I'm in the kinda crazy love

2007, May, 7-8 (1:14 p.m)

Eventually!

2007-05-05T04:19:00.000-07:00

Here's no world left for me except urs
I sank into it like I never would servived
Nothing could ever bring me that down
Only u were the reason of my broken heart

I wanna be curious about somebody
It's my passion to turn on somebody

I just wanna shut all my words deep inside
Cause I can't express this feeling about u
But after all the things which come around
Eventually I have to confess that I love u

Here's no world left for me except urs
I didn't understand u were already mine
Nothing helped me to feel u loved me
Only u were the reason of my blind mind

I wanna be curious about somebody
It's my passion to turn on somebody

I just wanna shut all my words deep inside
Cause I can't express this feeling about u
But after all the things which come around
Eventually I have to confess that I love u

May I have u but may it's like a dream
To touch u for real not into my dream
Eventually I have u but will it be only a dream?!
Will u be mine?! Will it be real?!

I just wanna shut all my words deep inside
Cause I can't express this feeling about u
But after all the things which come around
Eventually I have to confess that I love u

2007, May, 5 - 12:53 p.m

She Was Me!

2007-05-02T15:14:00.000-07:00

The girl was drawn by white hands in black lines

The boy was having her on the paper in black lines

Black lines but white thoughts & soft red color of heart

The girl was the one on the paper in black lines

The boy was making her hidden under the black lines

Black lines but white thoughts & soft red color of heart

She was me & she was cuty calm into her thoughts

She was me & she was pretty broken into her heart

She was me & she was captured in a grown dream

And she was me who was made to fill that dream

The girl was made of lines after all on that paper

The boy was creating a new thought on that paper

That paper but lasting moments & staying memory

The girl was his new kind of talent on that paper

The boy was trying something new on that paper

That paper but lasting moments & staying memory

Time to appreciate what was created

Time to admire 'me' of lines in lines

That paper and thoughts

What came after all

And that...

She was me & she was cuty calm into her thoughts

She was me & she was pretty broken into her heart

She was me & she was captured in a grown dream

And she was me who was made to fill that dream

2007, May, 2 - 2:23 p.m

Our Glory!

2007-04-29T00:31:00.000-07:00

Hey girls
Com'on

Throw them off
And u'll see them even don't care for this
Let them go
Cause u'll find them having someone new
Don't turn to cry
They never worth tears even if u love them
Say them 'Bye'
U'll see them boys saying goodbye with pride

So never look back, they'll never take back their love
And never go on wrong, never hesitate to dislike

Never make urself believe in shame
U should trust in urself for what u r
Never make urself forget all ur rights
U should find ur way out of doubts
So girl go straight up & try to make it
Bring Out Ur Glory

Show ur finger
Let them know they r nothing into ur eyes
Bring them regret
They'r gonna make u even feel much worse
Let them die
Cause u died of being played insist of caring
Say them 'Bye'
U'll see them boys saying double bye to ur bye

Girl, u had it once, he lied, he left & he went away
Never let anyone fool u, never believe in pain

Never make urself believe in shame
U should trust in urself for what u r
Never make urself forget all ur rights
U should find ur way out of doubts
So girl go straight up & try to make it

Just never think of them
Forget them like them
U should be stronger
Now u'r the hunter

Never make urself believe in shame
U should trust in urself for what u r
Never make urself forget all ur rights
U should find ur way out of doubts
So girl go straight up & try to make it
Bring Out Ur Glory
Bring It Out
Bring Out Ur Glory
Awoooooo!

With Independence
Our Glory
Let's Bring Out, Bring Out, Bring Out Our Glory!

2007, April, 28 - 6:13 p.m

Site Of Life!

2007-04-26T04:56:00.000-07:00

With eyeing to their after
Loving their moments together
And waiting for a new born
Scatching their site of life
Drawing their skiss of future
And waiting for a new born
Making fun with each others
Trying to show all their talent
And that's their new born

When life gets hard to pass on
They will be the first ones to live that
When time gets boring to live on
They will find a way to throw that off
When everything is falling down
There's no doubt for them to keep on

Sleepy eyes wanna go home
No way to escape from being up
They have to stay & keep on
One is active another one
Is screaming over his burnt ram
They have to stay & keep on
Drawing the lines after lines
Trying to get free of their works
They have to stay & keep on

When life gets hard to pass on
They will be the first ones to live that
When time gets boring to live on
They will find a way to throw that off
When everything is falling down
There's no doubt for them to keep on

I dedicate this lyric to the Architecture students of Art university of Semnan! Keep on kidding working together! That's the point which may nobody can get! Sorry if I couldn't communicate with u all on the day I came there; It's all because of that I can express myself in writing more than speaking and I'm not so good at having conversations in Persian language! So forgive me if my world is a bit different than urs'!

2007, April, 25

He Hits Me Inside!

2007-04-23T11:48:00.000-07:00

Since last March
I've been walking alone along my roads to pass
Since last March
I've had nothing but heartbreak & pain to bear
Since last March
I've been learning to change to keep on to live
Since u've gone
I've been loving my loneliness not to feel lonely

He hits me inside
With telling this all
Get away from me

He's
Throwing my soul off
Taking all from my heart

With That He Hits Me Inside

Since u've gone
I've doubt with my personality to find my mistake
Since u've gone
I've tried to let my innocence leave me & go far
Since u've gone
I've found a chance to understand about myself
Since last March
I've been hating my thoughts not to hate people

He hits me inside
With telling this all
Get away from me

He's
Throwing my soul off
Taking all from my heart

With That He Hits Me Inside

2007, April, 23 - 8:31 p.m

How Can U!

2007-04-22T11:14:00.000-07:00

How can u live even for a second when u don't have me out there
I can feel it only on myside that I'm a broken wings angel without u
How can u find a way to be cool at nights when I'm not in ur arms
I must understand there's a difference between my feelings & urs
How can u be that much cruel to a girl not to feel her empty space
I'm believeing we might have to look at ourselves once to change

That's why I come around every time so alone
That's why I can't let myself breath even bleed
Cause u never would supported me
Now it's all nothing but u'r far away
I could have ur care by myside
But it's just nothing but me
I'm so alone

Do u believe in loneliness?!

How can u seem so easy to forget the first day we made love
I should knew it that u never would be mine out there in ur life
How can u leave me not even tell me u hate me in all the ways
I was the one who suffered & u even never wanted me to rest
How can u be more powerful when u turn to kill someone's soul
I was bearing even when u tried to hit stronger than all my pain

That's why I come around every time so alone
That's why I can't let myself breath even bleed
Cause u never would supported me
Now it's all nothing but u'r far away
I could have ur care by myside
But it's just nothing but me
I'm so alone

U'r showing only ur power of breaking a heart
But would u plz believe in my power of patience
Cause it hurts me to hear u say I'm useless
With all good things I've done to u

That's why I come around every time so alone
That's why I can't let myself breath even bleed
Cause u never would supported me
Now it's all nothing but u'r far away
I could have ur care by myside
But it's just nothing but me
I'm so alone

2007, April, 22 - 2:03 p.m

Give Me My Fame!

2007-04-21T11:16:00.000-07:00

U'r describing my voice like a perfect singer
U'r saying I do have a shiny future like them
But would u plz help me to give me my fame
Cause it doesn't seem easy to get to my aim

U'r just boasting about u believe it about me
U'r throwing me in dreams not real positions
But would u plz help me to get to that dream
Cause I don't seem cool if it wouldn't achive

Listen world

It has been for a long time
I've been dreaming of a long life
When I talk I imagin Timberlake can hear
When I walk I suppose Sean Paul's here
I'm just supposing, Imagining things
Would somebody plz make me feel real

I want cameras spying on me
I want gossip to speak about me
I want myself to be what I'm about
I can't take being unknown at all

I've been bearing with all unexpected things
I've been playing with my thoughts & belief
But I even couldn't feel I'm living a right way
Cause no one was there to help me even dream

I've been changing different decisions in life
I can be determind about what I did this time
But would u plz help me to give me my fame
Cause it doesn't seem easy to get to my aim

Would u plz?!
Just let me be
What I wanna be

Just Give Me My Fame!

It has been for a long time
I've been dreaming of a long life
When I talk I imagin Timberlake can hear
When I walk I suppose Sean Paul's here
I'm just supposing, Imagining things
Would somebody plz make me feel real

I want cameras spying on me
I want gossip to speak about me
I want myself to be what I'm about
I can't take being unknown at all

2007, April, 21 - 8:18 p.m

Free Me!

2007-04-19T02:25:00.000-07:00

She can not try to make u feel cool
Because she doesn't go on ur rule
I was more than what u deserved
I gave u all the things u even said

U'r just locking her world by loving her
She doesn't know that u'r cheating her
But be wise, she's treating u like a fool
I can feel it cause once u made me fool

She is not like my love at all, I know
She can't give u what I gave, I know
Even u can't be what she excepts from u
Cause u, urself is still in my mood

I hate myself when I see u like that
Why I still care about u, what's that?!
This feeling is just killing me
Holding on is nothing to me

Imagin that u never had me baby
Cause I'll never come back to u again
I can't let myself take it any more
Cause I'll never gonna be a fool again

So u can let it go so far but I can't help
It was u who never helped me in the pain
I suffered so hard like what u should do
This time it also must be u but in the pain

She is not like my love at all, I know
She can't give u what I gave, I know
Even u can't be what she excepts from u
Cause u, urself is still in my mood
Cause ur body was mine & still is
Cause ur soul can never trust anyone
Except me who's still avoiding everyone
Cause it'll never can keep on loving any love, any love, any love, any love

I hate myself when I see u like that
Just go away out of my pain
Why I still care about u, what's that?!
Understand it's not the same
This feeling is just killing me
Come to cure me, lock me
Holding on is nothing to me
Last & only word, free me

2007, April, 19 - 2:17 a.m

I Look Around!

2007-04-18T13:19:00.000-07:00

Back to my life to see what I've been for all
So generous, caring & there were no damn
Page the history to never bring ur doubt on
Try to be cool, wise & stand on right words
I can see u blind like u never feel the truth
Make everyone goes & never care at all

I look around but I see no one anywhere
I'm so alone & I can't hold on but anyhow
I've got to find a way to be free of u, of anything
Cause staying with u is vain, empty, it's nothing

Once in ur life do what u've never wanted
So determind, perfect & it can get better
Turn to find ur mistakes to change them
Keep it up, so fast & never try to stop it
I could be worried about ur wrong ways
Make me go cause it's all what u wanted

I look around but I see no one anywhere
I'm so alone & I can't hold on but anyhow
I've got to find a way to be free of u, of anything
Cause staying with u is vain, empty, it's nothing

I look around but I see u coming this time
Ur new girl & u are crushing to ruin this life
I've got to go another way not see u, both u all
Cause thinking about u is waste, wary, it's just all

I look around but I see no one anywhere
I'm so alone & I can't hold on but anyhow
I've got to find a way to be free of u, of anything
Cause staying with u is vain, empty, it's nothing

2007, April, 15 - 1:38 p.m

My Gangester!

2007-04-18T13:17:00.000-07:00

When I come around u can't lock me up
Cause I don't let u play me like a fool
When I wear my boots with short skirts
I can say u can't look at another girl
When I go to town clubs with my crowe
U come after me to enter in my way
Now if I see u for an another next time
I would tell u this all

I want u boy to be my gangester
Or to play a roll of a messenger
To give this letter to all those men
I need no other as my gentel man
I would like to have a protection
I would like to have a relaxation
But still I doubt with this question
Will u give me back delectation

I still can't understand ur deep intention
Why u spend all those things on me
I still can't understand ur sexy attention
Why u turn back to me if I don't care
Even if I avoid u of all

But all in all
For all I thought
In all these days

I want u boy to be my gangester
Or to play a roll of a messenger
To give this letter to all those men
I need no other as my gentel man
I would like to have a protection
I would like to have a relaxation
But still I doubt with this question
Will u give me back delectation

Bring it on me

2007, April, 9 - 10:06 p.m

No Word!

2007-04-11T12:58:00.000-07:00

No Or Yes?! What to say?! I don't know!?
U & Me?! What to do?! We don't know!?
Words words, no words help me through
I've got no reason to make it come true
Wishes wishes, no wishes let me think
I've got no reason in my mind to check

Listening to my heart to help myself write
Heart seems to be stony, there is no word
Playing the paper to find one thing to write
Mind is full of empties, it's just no word

Little by Little?! I am bored?! I think so!?
Still & Yet?! We have done?! We think so!?
Time time, no time is wanted to be mine
I've got no clue cause I'm just out of line
Wait wait, no wait for me to tell the world
I've got no clue cause I seem to be no lord

Listening to my heart to help myself write
Heart seems to be stony, there is no word
Playing the paper to find one thing to write
Mind is full of empties, it's just no word

Telling my brain to bring something on
I've got nothing to say at all
Speaking all my thoughts to show it on
I've got nothing to say at all

Listening to my heart to help myself write
Heart seems to be stony, there is no word
Playing the paper to find one thing to write
Mind is full of empties, it's just no word

2007, April, 11 - 10:17 p.m

Do It All On Me!

2007-04-10T12:09:00.000-07:00

Calling u more than 100 times a day
Waiting pretty so long at the hold tune
Oh shit! Why u don't pick up the phone
Oh God! It seems I should stay so alone
Making myself believe I'm not forgotten
Playing my fingers, Tapping my feets
Oh God! Why I can't get to my world

Check the papers
Look at the folders
Count the money
Search the numbers
U don't need to be at office
For all days plz stay with me
I need u spend times with me
Just only just do it all on me

Forgiving u for what u've done to me
Loving u for what u haven't done to me
Oh shit! Why u r still that much far away
Oh God! Let me miss him in my lonely way
Passing my hours without ur loving touch
Closing my eyes, Thinking about u
Oh God! Why I can't have him now

I don't want u to be with me only at nights
I also want to capture all ur days & times

Check, Look, Count, Search it all on me!
Papers, Folders, Money, Numbers...
It doesn't mean anything to me!

Check the papers
Look at the folders
Count the money
Search the numbers
U don't need to be at office
For all days plz stay with me
I need u spend times with me
Just only just do it all on me

2007, April, 10 - 9:52 p.m

I Think I Love The Beat!

2007-04-09T12:48:00.000-07:00

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Turn on the beat and let it go pretty so fast
Make me lose my control so up over it
Body moves don't work for this kind of beat
Make me go well on what I'm becoming
Delete what causes I can't keep on rocking
Make me find my way out of all doubts
Teach me how to bleed to keep on changing
Make me love u only in this blood pool
Teach me how to hate nothing cause of lying
Make me lead this beat, BRING IT ON

Come to drop me down to kill my thoughts
Take off my brain to put on somewhere else
Replace it with something like hollowness
Cause I think I love THE BEAT!

Don't like u to play except the ironic notes
Make me wake up of romantic dreams
Head's banging over like it wanna separate
Make me go on the beat on all of it
Show what I'm here to experience on rocking
Make me forget all I've got as mind
Throw me between confusions on metaling
Make me love the way I'm becoming
Freeze all the roads which ends to aiming
Make me lead this trip, LET ME GO

Come to drop me down to kill my thoughts
Take off my brain to put on somewhere else
Replace it with something like hollowness
Cause I think I love THE BEAT!

MAKE ME know I can't breath till I turn to change

Come to drop me down to kill my thoughts
Take off my brain to put on somewhere else
Replace it with something like hollowness
Cause I think I love THE BEAT!

THANKS LORDI! I listened to 'Lordi' while I was writing this lyric! 'Monsterman' really gives me energy! I love it! I WOULD LOVE A MONSTERMAN! I CAN UNDERSTAND THE BEAUTY OF THE BEAST! AWOOOOOOOOOO!
****I REALLY THINK I LOVE THE BEAT!****

I wanna dedicated this lyric to TWO FRIENDS who adore METAL! Nikhil & Sandeep! ;-) !

2007, April, 9 - 10:58 p.m

I Can Live On My Life!

2007-04-07T01:32:00.000-07:00

I wanna live on my life
This never can be wrong
Cause this time I've changed
I wanna live on my life

Time made me feel that
This never can be wrong
I'll lock my aims somewhere
I can live on my life

I need no reason to set
This life's mine through all
I wanna refind my happiness
I wanna live on my life

I was busy with ur thought
I found something in my mind
I can see a shine in my night
I feel something in my heart
I can live on my life

I wanna live on my life
This never can be tough
Cause this time I feel love
Into all I have found

Time let me breathe that
This never can be wrong
I'll find myself somewhere
I can live on my life

I went & went so far
This road's my only of all
I wanna escape my sadness
I wanna live on my life

I was busy with ur thought
I found something in my mind
I can see a shine in my night
I feel something in my heart
I can live on my life

2007, April, 7 - 11:56 a.m

Cause!

2007-04-06T12:31:00.000-07:00

There can be no reason for me to be cool
Lord wants me to hate my beautiful soul
I killed my success with disliking myself
I kept my silence with shouting myself
I never forgive my sence to be merciful
There is me who believes it's beautiful
Lord gives me the truth to my shiny low
Cause I don't want no help from u now

U only look at my back
What u think about that?!
U only want me to turn back
What I can do to like that?!
U only touch me on my back
What I didn't give u to feel that?!
I do NOT need u for no more days
Cause I can stand this time on my legs

There can be no reason for me to be cool
Love can never give me ways to find a rule
I just like to hate creating on my own way
I never wanna see any dark blind sun ray
I would go far away to a land to be free
There is no thing on urside to feel free
Love's not been merciful to me in my life
Cause may I never found a person to love

Why I just had so many guys but no real love?!
I think I should get in love with physical stuffs
So why they only want me to give them my body?!
I think it's not fair so what has happened to us

U only look at my back
What u think about that?!
U only want me to turn back
What I can do to like that?!
U only touch me on my back
What I didn't give u to feel that?!
I do NOT need for no more days
Cause I can stand this time on my legs

2007,April,6 - 10:56 a.m

I Can't See U This Way!

2007-04-03T23:20:00.000-07:00

Time passes so fast more than u even suppose
Life's worth more than to find a reason to be cold
No body accepts u to change for a sudden desires
Because no one can understand, they are the liars
But just forget the hurt & try to find a better fate
I know sometimes it's hard to find the happiness
But just think who u r & don't let urself go so late
I know sometimes it's hard to forget the loneliness
It's u, urself who is more important in any case
Care of urself, it's what's ur real way

Never break ur heart, never think of sadness
It's only a carelessness to ur existance
Never lose ur faith, never think of hollowness
It's only a lovelessness to ur acceptance
Step up to a new change on ur self confidence
It's only full of joy, it's only full of sweetness

Time passes so fast more than u even suppose
Life's cruel in some ways, I can understand that
No body believes u for what u have been truely
Because rare ones can feel ur feelings absolutely
Just go on ur way & try to become much stronger
Listen to ur mind to open ur heart to ur future life
Just have too miles to go & it's really much longer
Listen to ur heart to open ur mind to ur future life
It's u, urself who is suffering of ur own thoughts
Throw them away, I can't see u this way

Never break ur heart, never think of sadness
It's only a carelessness to ur existance
Never lose ur faith, never think of hollowness
It's only a lovelessness to ur acceptance
Step up to a new change on ur self confidence
It's only full of joy, it's only full of sweetness

U know! It's For U!

2007, April, 4 - 00:15 a.m

I Want It To Be Perfect!

2007-04-03T05:14:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time I've been suffering of loneliness
All I'm about to do now is respecting ur carelessness
Even if u would die for her I want to feel ur last breath
I want to see u begging me for an another forgiveness
U can't pass this world without me to rip ur blood to run
My spirit's clean but now I wanna bring out my craziness
I wanna make both of us go to hell, go to an everlasting rest

I want it to be perfect baby
Just shut ur mouth & calm down
I want it to be perfect baby
U r in a same bed with me to kill
I want it to be perfect baby
We'll die together in this dark night
I want it to be perfect baby
Give me pleasure with a hit of knife
Cause I can't see u with another one

This time u must bear with my beats to feel my pain
Come to my blood game I say no words like u've lain
I'm so honest to what I want that is only us dying tonight
Move so soft like we are passing away in our love chain
I look like a pretty bride who's swimming in groom's blood
My man would u like to spend this awesome night in vain?
It's full of empty hollows, it's us waiting for ourselves to bless

I want it to be perfect baby
Just shut ur mouth & calm down
I want it to be perfect baby
U r in a same bed with me to kill
I want it to be perfect baby
We'll die together in this dark night
I want it to be perfect baby
Give me pleasure with a hit of knife
Cause I can't see u with another one

U don't have to wait for tomorrow to save u from my hands
Cause now I'm feeling ur last breathes on the top of my hands
Before u die darling hit me cause I can't see u dying on my hands

I'm READY!

I want it to be perfect baby
Just shut ur mouth & calm down
I want it to be perfect baby
U r in a same bed with me to kill
I want it to be perfect baby
We'll die together in this dark night
I want it to be perfect baby
Give me pleasure with a hit of knife
Cause I can't see u with another one

2007, April, 3 - 00:15 a.m

It Can Be Love!

2007-04-01T14:14:00.000-07:00

I can hear the beat of ur heart when u come near to me
It's so fast and tender, I can't explain
I can feel ur breath on my neck even when u'r far away
It's so warm and tough, I can't complain
I can't see u that much far in my weekness
I can't believe u've gone to a far distance
I'm not affraid of confessing all my sences
With u, it's fantacy, it's life what I'm living
I'm not cursed in the tears I shed for days
With u, it's beauty, it's love what I'm feeling

It can be love what's knocking my heart's doors to open
It can be love what's making my lips drink ur soul's taste
It can be love what's bringing ur touch, ur love to my life
It can be u who's gonna see my naked spirit one night

I can feel all u hide inside when u even don't wanna talk
It's all about love and care, our hugeness
I can see everything in u when u even haven't showed
It's all about us together, our holiness
I can't find my way cause I'm just falling
I can't make it different without ur being
I'm not a blind for no more days in my life
With u, it's elegance, it's real what I'm seeing
I'm not unfaithful to confess u'r my world
With u, it's excellence, it's love what I'm feeling

It can be love what's knocking my heart's doors to open
It can be love what's making my lips drink ur soul's taste
It can be love what's bringing ur touch, ur love to my life
It can be u who's gonna see my naked spirit one night

I've been all alone all night
I've felt an empty space all along
U can come to make us get along
It's u & me who make love all night

Just don't make me wait no more

It can be love what's knocking my heart's doors to open
It can be love what's making my lips drink ur soul's taste
It can be love what's bringing ur touch, ur love to my life
It can be u who's gonna see my naked spirit one night

2007, April, 2 - 00:30 a.m

How It Feels!

2007-03-30T03:45:00.000-07:00

This is me whether it's stupid or wise
I wanna be myself fucking or so innocent
No matter even what u say it's me
I am not complete, u r not complete either
The problem is u think u r so prefect
So tell me why u make mistakes in ur life
Is it cause u r so complete & perfect?!
I don't wanna persude u for my own behaviour
I'm not living for u, I'm just living with u
It never makes me change cause of ur embition
It's me who has been always on her own

How it feels when u see someone's talking to u like a force
How it feels when I feel I can't treat like what I've been doing
I've been paining deep inside of my soul for what I can't keep on
And it's what I've been in my whole life!

This is me whether it's stupid or wise
I'd never hide my inside I've been so right
No matter may I'll also make mistakes
Like u will do I'm very sure about my words
No right opinion on people's thoughts
They don't have to treat me & u for the same
No asurance on our thoughts about them
Maybe they love u but hate me for the shame
We don't have to believe for the same
Just try to find the truth on ur side to bring it on
I'll find it on my own with all may I'll fall

How it feels when u see someone's talking to u like a force
How it feels when I feel I can't treat like what I've been doing
I've been paining deep inside of my soul for what I can't keep on
And it's what I've been in my whole life!

How it feels when u have two wings but no clue how to fly
How it feels when u have someone to love but they avoid u
That one is still waiting for u to come for u to find urself in reality
And she's ur soul, mind, body & thoughts!

How it feels when u see someone's talking to u like a force
How it feels when I feel I can't treat like what I've been doing
I've been paining deep inside of my soul for what I can't keep on
And it's what I've been in my whole life!

I wrote what I felt & it's really reall! This lyric is for Zahra! Thanks for giving me the idea of this lyric but try to understand what I mean in lines!

2007, March, 30 - 3:00 p.m

Albrecht!

2007-03-28T14:05:00.000-07:00

A boy was looking out the window
He was thinking about what's going on out in his whole world
Worried exprssion, mind full of doubts, what's wrong or right
I'm here to fight with my soul or to improve it more & more
Dad killed a man who had no gun at all, is it what we're about?!
They just want me to hate to keep on killing my own faith
It's all in their eyes but for me I'd like to write an issue about
U r so into innocencs' blood but I wanna come out of u all

All my fault is wanting the freedom for all
I'm German but I'm not God for the world
All my desire is wanting others in peace
I'm changing but I'm not here to change all

Albrecht
U r more than I can say in words
Albrecht
U r more than a reason to be true
U r trying a new rule
U r trying a new life
And believeing a new belief

A boy was looking out the window
He was thinking why he should go to a war to fight & bleed
Cold weather, forzen hearts, they made me find my being
I'm here to die for nothing but it's their mind & I don't care
Man forced me to go, it was ok cause I saw a heaven in hill
I went with no coming back to the breathing in a cruel air
Water was so cold but all it did was welcoming me warmly
My killed body was sinking & I was seeing him form above

All my aim is accepting all are the same
I'm in Napola but it can't be even the hill
All my strife is accepting all my all for all
I'm trying to understand we'r all the same

Albrecht
U r more than I can say in words
Albrecht
U r more than a reason to be true
U r trying a new rule
U r trying a new life
And believeing a new belief

I saw a movie today that called 'Napola' directed by Dennis Gansel! I only can recomend u to watch this movie to understand & feel my lyric!

2007, March, 28

I Am!

2007-03-27T11:02:00.000-07:00

My place among the pain & heartbreak
I never would find a way to be better
My life's only bleeding through my vain
I never would say it's up to be tender
My all being's a matter can't be faced
I never would know it's so much deeper
I never would know it's a holiness
I only wanna know it's a hollowness

He tells me I'm an angel but I don't wanna believe
I'm a slave on the earth with nothing else to believe
I'm a sinful body, I am a true crime, yes I am a belief
I'm a hillesh fuck on this planet to be believed as what I am in real

My stuff is accepted to be much moral
I never wanna change what I've been
My desire is respected if it's so rational
I never wanna know what u'd like
My power is found out in all my aches
I never wanna escape of what's true
I never wanna escape of suffering
I only would like to be troubling

My pain makes me understand why I was born
Cause all I found in this world was only my pain
Now my pain is my everything out there & here

He tells me I'm an angel but I don't wanna believe
I'm a slave on the earth with nothing else to believe
I'm a sinful body, I am a true crime, yes I am a belief
I'm a hillesh fuck on this planet to be believed as what I am in real

2007, March, 26 - 9:13 p.m

It's About Us!

2007-03-25T15:42:00.000-07:00

U can say what u want to bring out what's ur all
I don't want all ur words cause u r just out of all
There is no right at all to show u what's in my all
Plz be sure my darling in whole life I never ask for ur all
U can make urself believe what's not real at all
I'm not a blind no cause I want what's I'm in all
There is one thing I can trust & it's only my all
Plz know my darling I must let all the things go after all

I know it's hard for u to wait for a few more
Here's time that makes u go so much more
But from myside I couldn't promise for more
I was not so sure to pass my way for more
U were so far cause it hurt me more & more
To see u want me that much more
And now I'm sorry more than more
I couldn't let u come closer
I couldn't let u want more

Take my hands to help me understand my all
Show me a way that I can trust more than all
There is nothing I hesitate for cause it's our all
I'm only trying to look for what we absolutly mean to all
Keep me up to my life to foundation of my all
Perpare my time to change what's wrong in all
There is me who's handling our love to go for all
I'm fadding away would u plz come to find us in our all

But still I'm in doubt to let u want me more
But still I'm one who go without u no more

I know it's hard for u to wait for a few more
Here's time that makes u go so much more
But from myside I couldn't promise for more
I was not so sure to pass my way for more
U were so far cause it hurt me more & more
To see u want me that much more
And now I'm sorry more than more
I couldn't let u come closer
I couldn't let u want more

2007, March, 26 - 2:00 a.m

Version of Aversion!

2007-03-24T09:59:00.000-07:00

I'm not here to cure the pain that u would like to share
I'm not here to feel the same that u do to sympathize
I never trust myself to find what's the reason of my being
I never trust myself to find what's life and what's being
I don't know loving, I just know fucking my fate
I don't know loving, I just know killing my faith

I tried to find my reality but all I found was nothing
I tried to handle my work but all I found was nothing

I'm V which ends up to the A
It's a Version of Aversion
It's a Version of Avoiding
It's a Version of Allowing
Myself to be hated
To be bled

I'm not here to touch ur body to make u feel my sexiness
I'm not here to kiss ur mouth to bring on u my hotness
I never die for anyone, I don't want my world change to hell
I never die for anyone, I don't want myself to make me bell
I don't know loving, I just know fucking my fame
I don't know loving, I just know killing my fair

I tried to believe my truth but all I found was no right
I tried to show my style but all I found was no right

I'm V which ends up to the A
It's a Version of Aversion
It's a Version of Avoiding
It's a Version of Allowing
Myself to be hated
To be bled

2007, March, 24 - 8:11 p.m

Hate!

2007-03-22T05:25:00.000-07:00

All my feeling that's real
All my being that's fear
There is a matter that doesn't seem to be mine
I've got to live cause that's from above
I can't understand believeing
I just conceive hate & regret
This is V,E,S,T & A
This is what it should be in all the ways
Show me something that I really need darling
And I have no one to let me know one thing
That someone's here in love with my thing

If I'm in love, it's not really me
U should know all I got before
I never tried to know about love
I never tried to understand God
I've hated all I had & that's mine
I've hated all I had in my whole life

All my show that's real
All my own that's tear
There is a problem that I've been trying to face
I've got to keep on what's not what I want
I can't understand causing
I'm tired of being dizzy & fuzzy
This is A,L,O,N & E
This is what I wanna live for & breathe
Show me this dear darling, u've got to live too
I love u this way, it's my all thing, u've got to live too
When u hate me, it's also okay & still u've got to live too

We all have to live on this life
That's cruel & that's ours
That's cruel & that's mine

If I'm in love, it's not really me
U should know all I got before (It's my past)
I never tried to know about love
I never tried to understand God (It's my belief)
I've hated all I had & that's mine
I've hated all I had in my whole life (It's my regret)

2007, March, 22 - 3:11 p.m